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He looked into my eyes, then nodded. “Are you sure Gabe? You wouldn’t rather I go back to my apartment until it’s passed?”

“Hurts when I’m alone,” I whined.

He studied me for another minute, then sighed. “If you’d been any worse…” He ran one thumb across my cheek. “I wish we’d have discussed this properly. But I think you’re still coherent enough to consent.”

He set both hands on my shoulders, then stood. “Still…”

He went to the fridge and grabbed a bottle of water. “Drink,” he ordered, handing me the bottle. “The cold will help.”

I did as my alpha said, and drank the water, even though I didn’t want to. By the end of the bottle the haze had lifted somewhat.

“That’s better,” Christian said, once again staring into my eyes. “This heat is coming hard and fast. Now, before it gets bad again, I need you to tell me what you want me to do.”

I swallowed, and met his gaze. “I… I want you to share my heat, but I don’t have any heat condoms. I thought I still had time to get some.”

“Ok,” he replied with a nod. “That was a much clearer answer.” He took a seat beside me on the couch and took my hands in his. “I’m going to the drug store to get some. Do you have toys if it gets too bad before I get back?”

“Y-yes.” The haze was already coming back, and I didn’t want him to leave.

“I’m going to be back as soon as possible, but if it gets bad I want you to use the toys on yourself, ok?”

“Don’t go,” I begged.

“I have to get the condoms Gabe. I won’t be long. I promise.”

I whined.

“Listen to me omega,” he growled, and it cut through me at the same time that my body reacted with more slick. “I’ll be right back. Use your toys if it hurts until then.”

“Yes alpha.”

He leaned in, grabbed my chin and kissed me hard. The contact went straight to my dick, which stiffened painfully.

“Wait for me,” he ordered.

I nodded and more slick eased from me. My alpha was going to take care of me.

He bolted towards the garage, snagging his car keys from the bowl by the door.

The sound of the garage door opening grated against my need. He was going the wrong way. The bedroom was the other direction.

I doubled over with a cramp.

My alpha had told me to use toys. I stumbled towards the bedroom, pulling off clothes as I went. I collapsed face-first onto the bed, and fumbled around underneath it until I found a familiar handle. I pulled the box out, opened it and grabbed my favorite dildo.

I shivered as I ran the tip over my hole, using it to stretch and prep. I rocked onto it slowly, taking a bit more each time my body adjusted while fighting the urge to plunge it inside.

The pleasure overrode the pain of my heat, and I chased it. I worked the dildo in deeper, fucking myself on it just like my alpha had ordered. It felt good, but it wasn’t right. I needed my alpha inside me, stretching me, surrounding me with his scent.

A growl from the door pierced the room, and I turned to see my alpha standing there, a box in his hand.

“Fuck,” he rumbled, “You’re absolutely gorgeous like that.”

I shivered. My alpha liked this?

I spread my legs a bit more and angled myself so that he could watch as I worked the silicone dildo in and out of my hole.

His growl deepened, then the scent of his arousal hit me and made me moan with need.