Page 45 of Only if You Catch Me
Annoyed that I was getting grade A head and thinking about Persia, I snapped back to the present and palmed the back of Doll’s head. “Eat that muhfuckin’ dick up.”
Doll moaned and sucked like she was having the time of her life. When I saw her trembling, I knew she’d had an orgasm from sucking me off.
“Grab those ankles,” I commanded while grabbing the condom from my jeans.
Doll did as I requested and while she waited for me to roll the Magnum down my shaft, she made her ass cheeks clap. I was gone off the liquor, so it was going to be a long night, but I knew she’d be able to keep up. I had taken ecstasy once when I was seventeen, and I didn’t like the way it made me felt. But sex with a woman that was rolling on E was always a good time. They could go rounds and their pussy would never dry up. At least not the ones I encountered.
Doll may have had a few niggas on her team, but that pussy was tight. So tight and wet that I groaned the moment I slid into her. Gripping her waist so she wouldn’t topple over, I pounded in and out of her like a mad man. Her shrills of pleasure filled the room as her juices coated my balls and stomach. She felt so good, I closed my eyes and bit my bottom lip.
“Kastian, baby, oh my God, I’m about to cum. Fuck me, baby, pleasseeee,” she begged as if I wasn’t already knocking the lining out of her ass.
Doll’s orgasm had her knees buckling. The hold I had on her was the only reason she didn’t hit the floor. I carried her over to the bed and told her to get on her knees. Admiring her ass, I smacked the left cheek then the right one. Doll began twerking and making her ass bounce while I rubbed my dick up and down her slit.
“Put it in baby, please.” Doll was like a mad woman for the dick.
“Say please one more time,” I murmured as I continued to tease her.
“Please. Please Kastian, baby please. I need it.”
I plunged back into Doll, and she screamed like a banshee as she came again. It was going to be a long, fun ass night.
The next day, I woke up and went to the gym, so I could sweat all the alcohol that I’d consumed out. I hadn’t been that drunk in a minute, and I got dumb drunk with Persia in Miami. I needed a break from alcohol, and that would be hard since Persia’s ass had me in my feelings. Weed would have to do, and I would have to pray it didn’t make my anxiety act up. It was a hit or miss with marijuana depending on the strain. Most times, I tried to stick with what I knew to avoid any potential issues.
While I was in the gym, I left my phone in the car. Once my workout was done, I walked around the corner to Ryder’s protein bar and got a protein bowl. It had Greek yogurt, Nutella, granola, fruit, and some mo’ shit. In the car as I ate, I got comfortable in the seat and checked my missed calls and textmessages. Ryder had called me twice. My mother and sister had called me also. I returned my mother’s call first, then my sister, and finally, Ryder.
“What up?”
“Where you at man?”
All I could do was sigh. I could hear it in his voice. That same somber tone he always had when something was weighing him down. It didn’t matter what it was, I knew he wouldn’t want to talk about it over the phone.
“Sitting outside of the gym. I just left the protein bar.”
“Hold tight, I’m like five minutes away.”
“Bet.”
Life had been pretty chill since I left the game, and Ryder followed suite. Things could for sure get stressful with running businesses, but it was a different kind of stress than being in the drug game. I had enjoyed the peace that came with retiring from selling drugs. Life was still life, however, and the bullshit could still come.
By the time Ryder arrived, I had demolished the protein bowl and was plotting on what else I could eat. After cardio and weightlifting, I was starving, and one protein bowl wasn’t going to fill me up. Ryder walked over to my car, and I hit the button to unlock the doors. No lie, the moment he got in the car, I could feel the heaviness he brought with him. My mind immediately went to death. Hopefully, nobody had died.
“The Feds got Lox.”
“Nigga what?” I looked at him like he was crazy. He had to be playing. The look on his face let me know it was far from a joke, but I still couldn’t process it. “When? Where?”
“They must have been following him or had his phone tapped or something because they literally ran up on the man when he was leaving the doctor with Shia.”
“Fuckkkkk,” I groaned. Lox’s girlfriend Shia was five months pregnant with their first child.
When Lox made the decision to stay in the game, I introduced him to my connect without hesitation. Just because I was tired of the game didn’t mean he had to be. I was never fully comfortably after Ray Ray’s ass snitched. Lox knew that Ray Ray had turned informant, but he still didn’t have the desire to leave the game.
“Yeah,” Ryder stated while shaking his head. “Shia isn’t taking it well. The way she was screaming and hollering can’t be good for the baby. You know more than likely, he won’t get a bond, so he’s just going to sit until trial.”
I was beyond upset. The worst part was, I felt an immense amount of guilt. Nah, I didn’t make Lox hustle. He was a grown man that was of sound mind and body, but maybe I should have encouraged him to leave. Some people simply couldn’t see past dope boy dreams, and I didn’t judge them for that. My homie made it to thirty with no kids. As soon as he got his girl pregnant and became excited about being a father, his freedom was taken away.
“If I know Lox, he had money stashed. We just have to hope the Feds don’t run up in his crib. Everything is in Shia’s name but still, you know how those muhfuckas can get down. Whatever he has stashed she needs to make last for herself and the baby as long as possible. I’m going to get a lawyer for him.”
It was a federal case. Most of the time they didn’t even come for a person until they had mountains of evidence. Not even a person that snitched would get his time completely wiped out. You could give up an entire cartel and might only get two or three years shaved off the sentence. That in mind, I doubted there was anything a lawyer could do. But I didn’t know everything, so I wasn’t going to try and persuade him not to waste his money.
