Page 22 of His to Protect
Chapter 15
Ka’el
Idon’t know how much longer I can take this game. I came here to breed this human and I’ve already wasted a lot of time with her whining and shouting. She sure is defiant and disobeys my orders. If she wants me to play rough than that’s what I’ll do.
“So… you chose. You want it rough. Let’s play rough than,” I say and reach her. It’s so strange. She fought me so hard to resist me and yet her body says something else. I can smell her. I can smell the sweet scent of her juices. When I rubbed her breeding slit, my fingers found a hard protrusion, and rubbing it made her cunt all wet and soft. Strange and so arousing. Her scent makes me want to breed her even more than before. It’s so powerful and I want to take her in all possible ways, my favorite, from behind.
“Get away from me,” she cries. She keeps her arms crossed to hide her mammary glands. She’s got the largest mammary glands I’ve ever seen, her nipples hard and perky. I ignore her cries and push her body down on the mattress, pinning her hands above her head. She struggles and fights with all she's got, but she’s no match for my size. I press my chest against hers, my cock touching against her thigh. She moves her hips and twists her body, trying to escape my grip. Her moves rub against my cock, sending waves of pleasure. I want to thrust into her breeding slit and spill my seed inside. I try to position myself, but she sways too much and does not hold still.
“Stop fighting,” I say. “I know you want it too.” She struggles a little more and then she stops, just lying flat on the ground. There’s no movement, no swaying of her hips, no screaming or shouting. Her head is to the side. It puzzles me and I look at her. Her eyes are full of water and drops roll down her cheeks. She sobs and closes her eyes.
“Why are your eyes watering?” I ask her. It’s nothing I’ve ever seen at any species before.
“I’m crying,” she says between her sobs. “Don’t you ever cry?”
“No. My eyes never water.” I tell her and roll over to the side, releasing her hands. I rest beside her, a strange feeling inside. “Why do you cry?”
“Because you’re hurting me and you’re forcing me.” She turns to the other side, her back to me. She brings her knees to her chest and holds them with her arms. Her eyes continue to water or cry as she names it. I sigh and gaze at the ceiling. A heavy weight presses against my chest as if I’m under a thousand rocks. She’s crying because of me. I hurt her. Another sigh escapes me. “I didn’t mean to hurt you but you kept fighting. No female refuses breeding. It’s how things are around here.”
“Not where I come from,” she answers.
The arousal I felt before, the need to breed her is all gone. Another feeling runs through me… guilt. I don’t feel it that often, but seeing her cry does something to me and it’s not pretty. I have this great sensation of comfort lying beside her. It feels like something I’ve done before and it puzzles me. My kahuni flickers again as it has the entire time I’ve been here with her. “How do you know my name?”
“Come on Ka’el, just stop this bullshit. I’m sick and tired of it.” She turns her gaze to me. Her eyes do not water anymore and she appears calmer than before. “How can you ask that?”
“Stop what? I’m only asking how you know my name. Did they tell you?” It’s a simple question and she behaves so strangely. She calls me Ka’el, and she acts like she’s met me before. But why don’t I remember? “I’ve never met you before… that’s why I ask.”
“You really don't remember, do you?” The female sits up and gets hold of the ripped fabric of her robe. She covers herself in it, tying a knot to the left of her mammary glands. I gaze at her and for the first time, I notice how beautiful she really is. Her fire hair flows over her shoulders, revealing bits of skin underneath. Her body is small and perfectly shaped and curved, unlike the slender figure of Valkryan females. She arranges the fabric around her body and kneels in front of me.
"I know your name, and we’ve met before. My name is Jessica, by the way," she says, her hand caressing my skin. She's really calm now, considering what just happened.
"First, I want to say that I am sorry. I was under the effects of an arousing drug." I look into her eyes and I feel so close to her. I see she has a kahuni too, and it flickers just like mine. This cannot be. The kahuni only flickers when it has chosen a mate. Has it chosen the human? Is this the reason I feel so drawn to her?
“I understand… or I try to. You hurt me, Ka’el. I trusted you and…” She looks the other way, a tear running down her cheek. “You saved me from the brutes when they got Emma. We hid in an old city on your planet and I felt so safe with you. But it all ended when you left to get me something to eat. They found me there and took me. It was horrible,” she says. Her tears run down one after the other. I wish I remembered all of this, but all she tells me means nothing to me. I have no memory of that.
“I think they got me too because everything you say is foreign to me. I have no memory of who I was before and I don’t remember you. I’m sorry you had to suffer because of me.” I take her hand and caress it. Her skin is so soft to the touch and so warm. “I think I am a soldier or warrior. They brought me here to breed you and I’m ashamed to say it, but when I saw you I wanted nothing more.”
“It’s fine. I get it. But hey, you’re not a soldier. At least I don’t think that. The ones you were with obeyed your orders so you must have a higher rank,” she tells me, pulling her hand from my touch. “I’m sorry. Please don’t touch me. I need some time to forget that you almost forced me.” I look down, avoiding her sight. She’s right. I forced her. I wanted to breed this human, and I was willing to do everything it took to do that. What was I thinking? I feel deep down this is not who I am. But I was blind. It just messes with you not knowing anything about who you are. I wish I had any memory of myself, but there’s nothing there. It’s just the feeling of closeness to this human. This is the only thing I find familiar. She says we’ve met before, so she must tell the truth.
“Please forgive me. I had to. They threatened to kill you if I don’t breed you.” I say to the human, looking away.
“Can you please stop with the breeding thing? It’s annoying. Animals breed, people make love,” she says.
“It must be a cultural thing. I am Valkryan and Valkryans breed. What is that wordlove?” I say.
“It’s the best human feeling. It’s that thing that gives you butterflies when you see the person you love, when you would do anything for that person, even sacrifice your own wellbeing… you know… LOVE.” She says smiling, her eyes glowing with such light.
Love… sounds like a brilliant thing. It’s too bad I never felt that. Valkryans choose a mate, breed, live. Nothing more, nothing less. Being human sounds more fun. We’re still on the mats, lying next to each other. The female is relaxed and less afraid of me. Being the scary monster doesn’t appeal to me. I may not remember much, but I know I’m not bad. I’m not like this. I’m worried though. The alien male, Veekhal threatened to kill the human. I don’t want to see her dead. I know they’re watching and every moment that passes brings her closer to death. I wonder if they also hear what we’re saying.
“I think they might listen to what we’re saying,” I focus and try to connect to her mind. Her having a kahuni should make it easy for us to communicate telepathically. I watch her and when she looks surprised, I know she hears me.
“Is that you, Ka’el? I can’t believe it. Can you hear me?” She responds almost immediately and I’m relieved it’s working. Now we’re safe. At least they cannot hear us anymore.
“Yes, Jessica. I can hear you loud and clear,” I say. “This is really cool. I never thought it was possible. I know you talked to me like this before but I could never respond.” She says back.
“I don’t remember that. Look… the thing is I remember nothing at all but I know being with you feels nice.”
It really feels nice sitting next to each other, talking, I almost forget that we’re both prisoners here. Her for breeding, me to breed. I don’t know what to do. If we fail to mate, they’ll kill her, probably they’ll kill both of us. I can’t really tell her we need to mate and forcing her is out of the question. She’s so fragile and soft. I’ll probably harm her.
