Page 19 of His to Protect
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My vision is still blurry, my breath slow. I no longer feel the desire to struggle or free myself. I am a soldier and soldiers need to obey orders. The female is still here, waiting. I remember struggling. The wounds on my wrist are a constant reminder of me trying to escape. I don’t want that anymore. I need to serve and obey.
“Forgive me. I need to be punished for disobeying,” I tell her, my gaze to the floor. “I deserve to be punished.”
“And you will… that is if you try anything else.” The female stands and grabs my chin, pushing my head up. “From now on I expect you to behave. You know what you need to do. I’ll take you to the human’s cell and you’ll stay there with her. Your sole mission is to rut and mate this female as much as you like until she’s pregnant with your child. Persuade her, force her, make her fall in love with you… it’s up to you. Just don’t fail or you both die. Is that clear?”
“Crystal clear. I’ll do what I’m supposed to do. I won’t fail my mission.”
“You’re doing it for your kind, for Valkrya.” The female presses a button on her communicator and the straps restraining me retract. I’m free. I can barely stand, but I try. My legs are numb, my wrists bloody. “Clean yourself in the gamma shower and put on this robe.”
I take a few steps, struggling to keep my balance. I wipe the sweat off my forehead and grab the robe sitting beside. The urge to rut this female grows stronger with every second that passes. It’s something stronger than my will. My cock hardens and it almost hurts. The pain can only be relieved by pushing into her clit until every drop of cum fills her. My breath quickens and my heart races like a craft lining the night sky. I am prepared. I am ready to fulfill my mission. I am ready to get this female pregnant with my child. “Give me a minute in the gamma rays,” I say to the female next to me.
”I’ll clean myself and put on the robe and you can take me to her. I’m ready.” The female nods in approval and smiles, the corners of her rigid mouth slightly stretching. Her gaze follows me and I enter the gamma chamber. I take off my pants and throw them to the side. “Activate gamma procedure.” My body is bathed in the glowing light of the gamma rays, every single drop of blood or dirt vanishing into thin air. I’m clean and ready to dress into the ceremonial robe. It’s usually worn by males who find their mate at the first breeding encounter. It’s a long soft fabric, fitted around the waist, with a strap going over the right shoulder. My cock grows hard again at the touch of the soft fabric. I wait a minute for my erection to subside and return to the alien female.
“Good. Now follow me. Remember. FUCK her. I’m sure it’s not such a terrible thing. I bet you’ll even enjoy it. She does not have to approve.”
“I’d rather she submitted.” The female leads the way out of my isolation chamber and heads straight for the elevators. The way looks so familiar and yet I don’t remember having been here before. It’s a strange déjà vu feeling. I must push these thoughts aside and concentrate on what I need to do.
My breaths are quick and short and I feel my palms sweating. I'm nervous. I know I shouldn't but I can't help sensing this is just wrong. I know my purpose. I know my mission. I should feel proud of myself. They make it look like I'm the savior of the entire Valkryan race. But I don't feel that special. I feel like I'm forced to do something against everything I regard as being fair. I may not remember who or what I am, but deep down inside there's a part of me that screams NO. No, I'm not gonna fuck an innocent female, I'm not gonna force her.
"We're almost there... one more floor. Remember Ka'el: do your thing and she lives, fail, and she dies." Her face and tone express no emotion. She speaks of killing another creature like it's not a big deal.
"I know. I won't fail Valkrya," I tell her, my gaze to the floor. I know I'm lying. I can't look at her. I'm afraid she'll know I'm not convinced... that I'm just saying it to please her. I'm almost certain I'm not who they say I am. For the moment, I can't do anything. I'm stuck in this situation and a loath it. "I'm more than happy to serve my people. You've said it... I'm just going to mate a female. Who would complain?"
"Good. I know you're a loyal servant, but just to be certain..." A sharp sting in my arm wakes me from the endless monologue in my mind. I take my hand and press it hard on the back of my arm. A drop of blood stains my fingers.
"What's that for? I think I should have a saying in any shots being given to me."
"I'm in charge of you and no... you do not have a saying in this. I just made sure you won't fail. It's not like I don't believe you. I'm a perfectionist and I hate failing."
"What did you give me?" I ask her as I rub my fingers on my robe. The fabric stains with the shade of my blood.
"Nothing... just a little something to make sure you'll breed this female. I gave you an arousing drug. In a few minutes, you'll enter a mating fever and you won't be able to stop even if you wanted to. You'll feel the need to breed over and over again until its effect slows down." She flashes a grin and pats my shoulder. "Be a good boy and surrender to this urge."
I don't answer her. It's not something I would've agreed with. I like to be in control of my impulses and I hate it when others make choices for me.
Soon the elevator stops and the doors open. The female gets out first and I follow right behind her. Her footsteps break the silence of this dimly lit corridor. From time to time, the electronic system flashes a blue light. I follow in her footsteps without speaking a word. The drug she gave me must work because I feel very aroused and all these pictures of mating flash in my mind. My cock swells and it almost hurts. It longs to push into female clit and spill its seed inside the warmth of her body.
"We’re almost there. Another turn and you'll get with her. Complete your mission. Make us proud."
I nod my head as the female turns toward me, expecting an answer. I can't answer her. I don't believe I can even think straight. My mind is blurred and all I can think of is fucking this human. Human? I don't even know what this race looks like. And honestly, I don't even care. All I want is to push into her until my cock doesn't hurt anymore.
"We're here. Let me get in first and make the introductions," the female says bursting into laughing. Her laugh is loud and the ridges on her nose vibrate with every sound she makes. I don't find that funny at all. Why is she laughing? I'm not.
"Ok. Let's get inside. I can't hold myself anymore."
"I told you that drug makes wonders. You'll be begging for more."
She presses the control panel on the right side of the metal door and enters the code. 112635. Remember that. 112635. I try to repeat the code one more time, but my arousal is stronger than ever before. I don't think I've ever been this horny in my entire life. Not even in my boyhood years when males of my kind think of nothing else than mating females. It's like a rite of passage to manhood.
I look at the female in front of me and study her body. She's very good looking by all means. I picture her bending over and preparing herself to receive me. I'm dizzy and my heart drums against my chest bone like crazy, like it's trying to get out of my body. I don't know how much more of this I can endure.
