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I clear my throat and look away. “It’s the idea of having sex with you and all the guys at the same time, I’m struggling with.”
I glance at her from the corner of my eye and rush on. “And I never expected to feel like this. Like I said, I’ve always shared everything in my life…but I don’t want to share our intimacy with them, not that way.”
I turn my gaze back to her, bracing myself for disappointment or worse, rejection. “For once in my life, I want to be selfish. I know it’s probably not what you were expecting, but when it comes to sex, I want you to myself, and I truly don’t know if that will ever change.”
The self-doubt melts off Neve’s face, replaced by a gentle understanding I honestly didn’t expect to see. I thought I was crushing all her dreams here.
She reaches up and strokes my five-day stubble, and I close my eyes, turning my head to kiss her palm.
“I’m attracted to you, Neve, never doubt that. Stopping earlier felt like torture. But it also felt like a relief.”
She gazes at me with steady, solemn eyes. “There’s nothing to stop us now,” she whispers.
I bite the inside of my cheek to stop myself from throwing her on the bed. I need to be honest with her because I know my character masks something she won’t expect. “I’m not a gentle lover, Neve.”
The corner of her mouth pulls into a wicked smile and there’s a sparkle in her eyes. “I don’t remember ever asking for gentle.”
It feels like something breaks free inside me. The beast within that comes out to play when I get something all to myself.
I snake my hand around her neck and crash my lips into hers. There’s nothing soft and tender here. It’s a kiss of possession and demand. I force her lips apart with my tongue and she yields beautifully, fueling the wildness very few see.
With my free hand, I pull her body flush to mine. Her thin chemise and my cotton shirt do nothing to stop the hard buds of her nipples from poking into my chest, but it still feels like too much clothing.
Rearing back, I grip the hem of her nightdress and rip it over her head, causing her hair to become sexily tousled.
The sight of her tight, berry nipples makes me salivate, and I’m about to dive right in when she tugs at my shirt and hesitantly says, ‘You, too.”
Hell, I’m on board with that. Especially since I’ve just realized she’s naked under her camisole. I’m hard as rock, and I don’t want anything to slow this train down.
I toe my shoes off and pull my shirt over my head without bothering with the buttons, and then shimmy out of my loose cotton pants and boxers, leaving them in a puddle on the floor.
When I’m done, I pick her up and drop her into the middle of the bed, making it bounce slightly.
I follow her down, covering her with my weight, caging her in with my arms. I take her mouth again very briefly, but I’m impatient. All day I’ve gotten tantalizing glimpses of her body, and now I want to get a better look, up close and personal.
Leaning up on my elbows, I thread my fingers with hers, pressing them down on either side of her head as I lean in to take a deliciously tempting peak into my mouth. She groans, breathily, throwing her head back, arching her chest closer as I suckle hard on her tender flesh. Flattening the bud against the roof of my mouth, I take my fill before grazing my teeth around her hard, wet nipple and biting down with just enough pressure to make her pelvis buck into mine.
There’s nothing between us, so my cock notches between her soaking labia like it’s found its way home, and I tease her with the length, bumping the head of my shaft against her straining clit.
She’s as impatient as me, but she’s not the one in control here; I am.
I give her other breast the same treatment, taking my time until she’s writhing underneath me, small sobbing breaths littering the redolent night air.
“Please, Remi, I need you,” she whimpers, her fingers flexing against mine where I’m still holding her down. “Please don’t make me wait any longer.”
Raising my head, I give her a wicked grin. “You beg so prettily, pet.”
I push her arms above her head, shackling both her dainty wrists with one hand and rolling slightly to my side so I have access to the rest of her treasures.
Drawing a single finger along her slit, I find her wet and ready, but it’s not time yet. The beast in me needs to tease her a little. When I reach her clit, I smear her wetness around the tight bud and give her a small taste of what she’s been begging for.
Her mons is neatly trimmed, but not bare. I might take it upon myself to change that sometime, but for now I tease.
“Remi!” She bucks against my hand, wriggling to try and find the frictions she needs, but I move my hand away, causing her to let out a cute little mewl of discontent.
Delving between her sweet folds, I test her with one finger, sinking it into her hot, clasping heat.
Neve sighs, and I pump into her a couple of times, before adding a second digit.
