And last year, I was one of the winners.
I sit back as the shock sets in.
I won an award.
Not Nash or my dad, butme.
The feeling is incredible.
My eyes drop to the next paper in the box. It’s a printout of a screenshot of a text from someone named Harper, dated the exact date of the award.
Harper
I wish I could’ve snuck a video of how Nash looked and smiled at you a few times throughout the award ceremony. You could see how much he loves you and how proud he is of you. It was the sweetest!
If I could’ve figured out how to discreetly record him, I totally would’ve. He was so proud!
My eyes mist over. Nash really was my biggest champion and cheerleader. When I first woke up from my coma, I was angry at myself for how far off course my life had seemed to go. But I didn’t realize then how every decision I’d made led me to become a better, more complete version of the woman I always wanted to be.
And Nash was a huge part of that.
He gave my ambition new wings.
I dig my phone out of my back pocket and write the text I should’ve written months ago.
Sadie
Thank you for always believing in me. I don’t know if I’ll ever fully understand all the ways you enriched my life, but I do know that you gave me wings to fly, and I’ll always be grateful to you for that.
I bite my bottom lip, nervously waiting to see if he replies.
The dots dance, speeding up my heart.
Nash
I just wanted you to be happy.
One tear falls.
Sadie
I know.
I think about ending the conversation there but decide to give him a little more so he doesn’t worry or wonder.
Sadie
I’m working for my dad again at his home health and hospice and doing well there, implementing a few new things. Annie and I are going to Cancun for her college graduation trip. I can genuinely say I’m finding myself again. Thank you for allowing me to do that.
Nash
I wish you all the happiness you’re looking for.
Sadie
Same to you.
Sadie