Scarier still, what if I couldn’t let him in when it counted? What if things got serious between us but I couldn’t open my heart? What if I decidedhewasn’t worth the risk?
I loved physical pain, but emotional pain might break me. And that thought sobered me, made me realize the absolutely worst-case scenario: What if he stole my heart without me even realizing it?
This thing we were doing, this virtual, no-personal-info thing, was the perfect solution. I could try my Daddy on for size, see ifwe were a good fitbeforeI lost my heart to him. Before he had a chance to stomp all over it.
I wouldn’t have to risk anything.
Sam
August 25th
9:50 pm
How was your birthday, sweet boy?
9:52 pm
It was good, Daddy. I got a lot accomplished.
*gif of proud hair flip*
LOL Did you get some writing done? Did you eat cake? Hang out with friends?
I don’t want to talk about any of that, unless we’re talking about eating my cake. *peach emoji*
9:53 pm
If it wasn’t obvious, I’m horny, Daddy.
9:55 pm
Fuck. Are you asking for a scene, boy?
Yes, Daddy, please. I’ve been such a good boy all week. Plus, you know, birthday!
*gif of cat in a birthday hat*
9:57 pm
Are you sure you’re up for that, Cameron? If you’ve worked hard all day, maybe you need to rest.
9:58 pm
No, I need your dick.
*gif of spit take*
9:59 pm
Holy hell, boy.
*flutters eyelashes* You wouldn’t deny me on my BIRTHDAY, would you, Daddy?
10:01 pm
*sigh* Strip, prep, then grab your favorite dildo and call me. You have five minutes.
10:02 pm