Page 51 of This Is Love
It’s all I can do to focus and nod. My heart pounds in my ears so loudly, I must have missed him opening the lube again because a moment later, it trickles down my taint and meets his fingers.
“Gonna give you another.”
I blink, then nod again. “Fucking do it.” And when the first joins the second, it’s all I can do to grip his shoulders and hang on.
He nips at my lip, then slides his tongue along my jaw until he tugs my earlobe with his teeth. In my ear, he moans. “I’m gonna fuck you now, baby.”
I swallow. “How do you want me?”
“Just like this. I wanna see you fall apart when I take you.”
A laugh trips from my mouth. “Fuck.”
Logan shifts back to kneeling but doesn’t remove his fingers, leaving them inside me, moving, always moving. Scissoring, playing, driving me out of my fucking mind. With his free hand, he thumbs open the lube again, drizzling it on his cock. He takes his time stroking himself while he pumps his fingers in and out of my ass.
I’m on fire, the anticipation making me needy. “Please,” I groan, staccato breaths falling rapidly from my lips.
“When you said you wanted me to touch you… did you mean fuck you?”
I nod. No sense in denying it. “You make me want things I didn’t know I wanted.” I hesitate only long enough to suck in a breath. “And I fucking want you so bad.”
“Good.” He slips his fingers from my ass, and that both halts all words in my head but also makes my mouth drop open at the loss.
Pushing on the back of my thighs, he smiles when I hike them farther, exposing my ass to his view. “Good fucking boy,” he groans, taking his dick in his hand and bringing it to my eager hole.
Who the fuck knew I’d be willing to spread myself wide and anxiously wait for him to give me his dick? Who knew the guy who would make me want to do any of this would be my stepbrother?
“Look at me.” His voice is husky, his tone sure. “Jax. You’remine.”
My eyes snap to his blue ones, and they bore into mine, the connection between us steady and strong. “I’m yours for the taking. Do it.” A moment later, I can’t think about anything, can’t question what we’re doing because the thick head of his cock eases into my ass.
25
LOGAN
My heart slamsaround in my chest as I hold completely still. Motherfucking fuck. Jaxon and I are really doing this. Mere minutes ago, I would have said I sure as hell wanted to bury myself deep inside his body, but I didn’t have a clue tonight was the night it was actually going to happen.
The look in his eyes is a mixture of shock and wonder… and outright rapture. His cheeks are flushed pink, and his full lips are gently parted. Each breath he takes has his chest heaving. There’s something so fucking hot about seeing that wash of color on a guy’s face, especially when it’s someone like Jaxon, who I never would have thought in a million years would be with me in this way. That heady pink speaks to the vulnerability of this moment and the trust he’s showing he has in me. Fuck, I’m not even sure if he’s aware of all that, but it means something to me. It’s nothing I ever thought I’d have, and it’ssofucking sexy that he’s allowing me to see him like this.
The carefully constructed barricade he’s built to keep me out is crumbling around this bed. To be fair, it’d been showing cracks for weeks now. It did its job almost too well, keeping me far away from him for far too long. And because of it, I didn’thave a clue what my stepbrother was really like… much less that I could ever fucking care for the person who antagonized me at every turn.
Somehow, I manage to unlock my jaw long enough to rasp, “You okay?” I wait several seconds while sweat pops out on my back. My brain buzzes as his ass intermittently clenches the head of my cock. Dear sweet Jesus, all I want to do is plunge my dick farther inside him, but he needs a moment. I can tell. I slide my hands over the backs of his thighs, then prompt him for an answer with a gentle squeeze as I murmur his name. “Jax.”
He blinks. Deep, dark eyes focus on me. His voice is raw when he grits out, “I’m really fucking good. More.”
I take him at his word, though I still move slowly. Pushing forward, my dick sinks inside him, inch by inch. “Goddamn,” I groan, breath sputtering unevenly from my lips. I watch every nuance of his expression but see nothing more than heat and the same desperate need to experience this with me as I feel within myself. His hands clutch at the sheets on either side of him as I draw back before sliding into his body again, testing him.
“Fuck. Oh my god,” he heaves out, then as I begin to repeat the motion, pulling almost all the way out, he grabs hold of my hips and pulls me roughly to him. “Fuuuck,” he practically whimpers as my cock fills him. His eyes lock on mine, and I can’t quite tell whether he’s surprised the fuck out of himself or what, but it feels way too fucking good to be balls deep inside him.
“Your ass. So good.” I can hardly manage to speak; my throat has gone so completely dry. We stare at each other, this undeniable need flowing between us. It shouldn’t be, yet it’s there.
His lips twitch, and he huffs out, “Guess we’re going to have to see about getting you a T-shirt like mine.” Chest jerking with a laugh, he covers part of his face with one hand.
It takes me a second to remember what he’s even referring to, but when it hits me, I can’t help the laugh that rolls off my lips. That night after Rya puked while he was taking care of her, he’d let her borrow hisBalls Deep. We don’t stop at third baseshirt.
I grunt, easing back before I give him every inch of me. “Balls deep, indeed.” I thrust again. “Sure as fuck”—I heave out a breath as I plunge back into him—“didn’t stop at third base tonight.”
Jaxon, who’d been all laughs a few seconds ago, is clearly about to lose it. “Fucking hell,” he bites out, throwing his head back. “Fuck you and your fat cock.” His lip might be trembling, but his dark eyes blaze with molten heat. “Come on, then. Fuck me.”
