Page 17 of The Cowboy's Home
As it was, he felt safe enough to answer the question as it was presented.
“No,” he admitted, open and honest in a way that he didn’t usually let himself be. “I’ve done some things. Not that.”
Craig stared at him for so long that Skyler was sure that he had said the wrong thing, maybe scared the other man off. Even that one finger, questing inside of him, slowed and then stopped, and Skyler found himself holding his breath, sure that it was all going to end right here and now.
But Craig didn’t let him go, and he actually leaned in to press his lips to Skyler’s. The kiss was much more like their starting one had been, before the pure lust took over. A questioning meeting, like they were both trying to figure out what this was.
“Skyler, I think I might be falling for you,” Craig admitted, his voice quiet and husky with emotion, as incredible as that seemed to Skyler. “I know it’s stupid. I know that it couldn’t …”
Craig was going to ruin the first part of what he said if he kept trying to explain it, and Skyler smiled a little and pulled the other man’s head down so that they were kissing again. No one had ever told Skyler that before. No one had ever made Skyler so much as believe that it might be true.
But Craig did. Skyler’s heart was racing, and yet, he felt strangely calm. It was like this was somehow right and meant to be. He wasn’t sure of very many things in his life, but there was one thing that he found he did know.
“I love you,” he said, not trying to hide it behind fancy words like Craig had. It had taken him a long time, his whole life, to fall in love, but now that he had, he wasn’t going to hide it, not now that he had realized it.
“Can I have you?” Craig asked, and Skyler didn’t even hesitate. He simply nodded, not trusting his voice to come out steady if he tried to speak. But he knew what he wanted, and when he saw Craig hesitate, he wanted to scream with frustration.
He had been saving himself for this exact moment. Of course, he hadn’t known it, but he had.
“What?” he demanded, not willing to wait anymore. Actually, he didn’t even care that it would hurt, he was tempted to grab Craig by that gorgeous, round ass and pull him down and into him. He just barely kept himself from doing so, his entire body vibrating with eagerness.
“I didn’t bring a condom,” Craig replied, his face downcast. “I could run back to the house and …”
Relieved that it was just that, Skyler smiled and shook his head, his fingers tracing a complicated pattern down Craig’s spine.
“No. I have one in my wallet,” Skyler admitted. He might be inexperienced, but that doesn’t mean he wasn’t prepared. “I change it often, so it won’t be expired.”
“Wow. Were you a boy scout or something?” Craig replied, but he was smiling, and there didn’t seem to be any judgment in his eyes, so Skyler just returned the smile and shrugged. He hadn’t been, it was just his personality, but it didn’t seem like Craig was actually attacking him on this.
Skyler reached out and grabbed his pants, fishing out his wallet and then the foil-wrapped condom package from inside it. He handed it to Craig, then watched with rising anticipation bordering on frustration as Craig slipped the sheath onto himself and then slid between Skyler’s legs.
“Are you ready?” Craig whispered, and Skyler gave a soft growl and dragged his short nails deliberately down Craig’s strong back, playful but with an edge of seriousness to it, too. If Craig kept teasing him, he might just get a bit rougher with him in response.
“Yes,” Skyler replied, with quiet emphasis dripping from the one word. His fingers gripped Craig’s ass, and he hauled him closer, his legs spread wide, open and vulnerable but so ready for this. He had always been a little intimidated by the idea of this, but that was, he realized, just because he had never been in love before.
Craig had the nerve to chuckle softly, but then the head of his cock was pressed between the cheeks of Skyler’s ass, so he found that he wasn’t inclined to complain too much about it. He pressed close to Craig, arms locked around his broad shoulders, feeling the heat of him as it radiated off of his muscular, bulky body.
Skyler closed his eyes and focused on breathing. There was some sort of instinct, something older than time itself, that told him he was going to need to relax if he was going to accept that enormous cock inside of himself.
Craig shifted, then pushed, the tip of him entering Skyler, who gasped and then moaned. This late, and this far from the house, there was no reason to be quiet, and that was hugely freeing for him.
Slowly, an inch eased inside of him, and even that seemed to press him open more than he ever could have imaged. And Craig was big, and he still had a lot to give him. Skyler was already a mess, little helpless whimpers pouring from his lips, but luckily, Craig was gentle. Surprisingly so, for such a huge man.
“Shhh, baby, shhh,” he soothed, then gave Skyler just a little bit more of his dick. “You can take it. Open your eyes and look at me.”
And he could take it, no doubt about it. Skyler nodded, then let his eyelids part, gazing up in the silvered moonlit night as he clung to Craig. It was easier once he was looking at the other man, and they shared a secret little smile.
Craig gave him more, but always so gently, always so carefully, so that Skyler had no problem taking it. The sensation wasn’t even painful, though it certainly could have been. It was definitely intense, but not in a bad way. Craig made sure of that.
Just when he was sure that he couldn’t take any more, when his ass was stuffed so full that he could swear he felt it all the way through his whole torso, he felt the brush of Craig’s hips against his ass. Craig had bottomed out, completely buried inside of him, and once he was there, he paused and let Skyler adjust to it.
“See? You can take it,” Craig whispered, and then they kissed for a long time. The whole process of being taken for the first time actually probably took quite a bit, but now, for the first time, Skyler had another man buried inside of him. A man he loved.
Gradually, Skyler did adjust, and then he started to shift restlessly under the other man’s bulk. It was all very well and good to give him this time, but it was getting to the point where he needed more, so much more.
His movements seemed to be all that Craig needed, like he had been waiting for that. He started to thrust, slowly and carefully, and each time he did, he was so thick that he couldn’t help but rub right against Skyler’s prostate.
It was good that he was going slowly, and not because it hurt, or there was really any risk of it hurting. It was actually more now that he could shoot off far too easily, with just the slightest bit of increase in pace. It was just too good, too perfect.
