Because I had to.
Because I couldn’t go another second without kissing him.
Because the need inside me was so strong that I found myself holding our faces together so I could get more than just a peck.
“Do you know what that just earned you?” he asked when he pulled away.
My eyes slowly opened, and I searched his face, trying to make sense of what he’d just said. “Earn me?”
There was a shift in the way he was holding me. An adjustment that sent me even harder against the wall. But it was during that minor slam that I realized what he’d meant.
The thumb he’d given to me earlier was back in my favorite spot—at the very top of my clit, grinding it in a way that had me panting, “Ridge!”
“You’re going to come.”
“Yes, I’m?—”
“You don’t have to confirm, I can already feel it.”
“I want you to come with me.”
“But I was going to give you a fourth orgasm. And a fifth?—”
“Please,” I begged. “I want to feel it. I want to see it on you.” I kissed him again. “I want to taste it on you.”
I didn’t know where this need was coming from. Maybe it was because he’d made the choice for me earlier and he wouldn’t come in my mouth. Maybe it was because seeing the vulnerability on his face the last time we’d been together was as sexy as his expression when he’d surfaced from between my legs.
But I wanted it.
And I wanted it now.
“You sound like me, Addison.”
“You’re a bad influence.”
His laugh came from a dark, guttural place.
He gave me several more strokes, grunting after each one, his beat increasing, his power maximizing. “You’re sure this is what you want?”
“Yes! Because I’m seconds?—”
“I know you are, you’re fucking milking me.”
The moment he stopped speaking, I completely lost control.
There was nothing to hold back.
I was already gone.
The pleasure was driving straight through me, reaching every part of my body, causing the shudders to take over. “Oh! My! Fuck! Ing! God!”
“Tell me you want it.” He was gripping me so tight, pounding into me so hard; I couldn’t even take a breath.
And he wanted me to talk?
While shuddering?
When my entire body was on fire?