Chapter Eight
Larysa
“What was it like to have that sexy man sleeping next to you?” Kai gushes as she puts on her shoes after rehearsal.
Kai has been with me for many years and has seen the world with me. I love how out there she is along with how adventurous she is. The woman is all of five feet and less than a hundred pounds but is full of attitude.
“Uh, I don’t know. I was asleep.”
She smirks a knowing smile. “He walked in on you while you were in the tub?”
I roll my eyes. “I shouldn’t have told you that,” I quip while stretching.
The rehearsal was longer because I needed to keep myself occupied from the thoughts of the sexy man staying in my house. The truth is, I don’t know anything about him. I also don’t know if he is remotely interested in me.
My body burns from the workout but it’s my brain and heart that can still go a couple of more hours. I’m hoping I’m able to work out the frustrations of my lack of sexual activity today. It hasn’t helped, but I’m hoping it does.
I’m mortified. Utterly and completely mortified. I never thought he would come back this early after he took off so quickly without saying anything to me.
He heard me say how sexually frustrated I was? Jesus. Can the floor eat me up? Please. For the love of all that is holy. Please swallow me whole!
The truth is, I have been flying high all day thinking about what it was like being with Emilio last night. I’m going to be honest with myself and admit it was one of the best nights I have slept in a long time.
“Holy shit,” every girl whispers as they surround Emilio.
Emilio eats it up with a smile. “Ladies, what do I owe this pleasure of seeing such beautiful women this early?”
Kai is in slut heaven. “If you don’t want him, I will take him,” she whispers loudly towards me.
I want to punch her in the face. How dare she call me out like that!
“All right, everyone! I need to shower!” I yell trying to get the three girls who are circling around Emilio to leave. My jealousy is something I never expected.
They all turn to leave while smiling at Emilio. Emilio’s eyes look the ladies up and down before winking at me.
This is only day two. We have five more days until I leave Greece to go back on tour. I don’t know how I’m going to be able to handle all of this. I especially don’t know how I can keep my hands to myself.
The girls turn to leave and I’m waving at them as they climb into their cars. “See you tomorrow!” I call out before turning around to walk into the house.
Once I turn, I feel hands on hips and the warmth of a sexy alpha male. My mind tells me to push him away and my heart tells me to pull him closer. My girly parts tell me to strip out of my clothes and climb him like a tree.
However, the night before I was naked in a bathtub and he didn’t care at all. He didn’t care that I was naked and all he had to do was reach between my legs to feel me.
I shake off those unwarranted thoughts. I don’t need to think that way when my breathing is picking up and I’m wanting to mold myself to him.
“I can see all those dirty thoughts in your head, Larysa. I can see how much they turn you on. I can see also how much you want me. When you’re ready to admit it, I’ll let you have a taste for what it is like to have a bad boy.”
His words do funny things to me. I can’t help it. I can’t help but want him in every way. The worst part is, I know he’s dangerous but I don’t know how dangerous he is.
“Why?” I mutter. I’m not sure why I’m asking him that and I’m not sure what the answer is I’m wanting to get. I do know I’m wanting something from him I don’t know how to ask.
He gets closer to me so I can smell his musk and his natural scent. He smells amazingly intoxicating. Something I never knew I would like. Something I would never think to want.
I haven’t been with someone in a long time because I’m not sure if they are interested in me or my status of being a pop star. I have no idea.
What I do know is I’m willing to put down my walls and open my legs to him. Even for the day.
“Princess, you’re wanting to taste what it is like to be with the bad boy. I’m the bad boy who you’re going to get lost into. I need you to make sure you understand that before you jump on.”
With that, he leaves me a wanton mess.