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The room smells different than the rest of the house probably because the door usually remains closed. I push the door open to get inside to turn on the light. I shut the door behind me in hopes of not being found.
Once the light is on, I face a scene I never thought I would face. The man has most definitely been keeping things from me and I cry all over again.
Beast
The minute she drove off, was the second I felt something shifting inside of me. I didn’t give two fucks what Prince and The Diablos MC has to say about my relationship with Bella because she’s everything to me. I just didn’t realize it before now.
Watching her body be stuffed into D’s SUV has been more of a wake up call than anything else. I stare at Prince for a minute before running to my bike.
“Where the fuck are you goin’?” He yells at me.
“Fuck you, Prince. I’m goin’ to get my girl.”
He storms over to me and glares at me before nodding his head. “I can tell you have feelings for her. It fuckin’ sucks it took you so long to realize it. Go get your girl.”
Not the president’s speech I’m used to, his words shock me.
In theory, I thought letting Bella go was the best thing I could have done. I’m not saving her by keeping her in my house against her will. She deserves to be free. In reality, I’m fucking hurting inside at the thought of never seeing her again.
I go ninety down the highway on my bike hoping to get to my house before Bella leaves. It’s after one in the morning and the road is empty besides a couple of people coming home from the bar.
Pulling into my driveway, I see that Dragon’s still here. I park my bike, not caring I didn’t pull it up into the garage, running towards my house to stop Bella.
Fuck Prince and fuck what he had to say about her. She’s special to me.
“Bella! Bella! Where are you?” I yell through my house.
Dragon stops in front of me and shakes his head to tell me how he feels about me. “I know, brother! I know I fucked up. Where’s Bella?”
He nods his head. “She’s in her room packin’ her shit to get out of here. You lost her, bro. She loved you and you fucked her over.”
“I fucked up. I know I did,” I call over my shoulder as I run towards Bella’s room.
The light is off in the room with the door wide open. I turn on my feet to see if I can find her. What if she’s been kidnapped out of my house or some shit?
That’s when I see the light under the door to the room I’ve never wanted anyone to see. The room I’ve kept in case I had that baby. The room I’ve only gone into when I wanted to draw the knife farther into my chest.
Bella’s in there.
I throw open the door to see Bella standing by the crib. She looks like an angel, but that doesn’t stop me from going off on her.
“How fuckin’ dare you go into this room?” I yell at her.
She turns to look at me with tears rolling down her face. The tears don’t stop me in my tracks as I storm over to her. “What made you think you could come in here? I gave you the whole fuckin’ house. This was the one room that was sacred. Why?” I roar.
“I, I, I, uh, I…” She stutters.
I grab her by the arm to get her to look at me. Her beautiful face all scewed up from fear doesn’t do anything to cool my anger. “Tell me!” I deplore.
“I’m sorry! I wanted to know!”
“You wanted to know what?”
“I wanted to know what was behind the door. I’m so sorry!”
I want to shake her, I want to throw her out of the room to show how sacred this room was to me. I don’t. I don’t because I know I could seriously hurt her.
“What the fuck is going on?” Dragon yells from the door.
