Page 118 of Jagged Souls
I bring my heartbeat down to match his, and I wait for Sadist to tire of me.
Thirty-Two
HER
He doesn’t tire.
He stays with me for hours, keeping me on the edge of my orgasm but never letting me fall. The V is boiling in my veins, creating a fever in my soul. I twist against my binds. Sweat pours down me and soaks the sheets. My brain is sluggish. Dayne’s heartbeat has long faded from my mind. Every part of me is focused on the pulsing in my pussy, that desperate need for the high the V will give me.
I hate myself.
But that doesn’t stop me from wanting this.
In my delirium, I start to think about Varius. How he used to touch me, how easy he was able to make me come. I don’t want to taint those memories with the disease in my veins, but I need the release Sadist isn’t giving me.
I imagine him here with me, lying on top of me, his cock between my legs.
For a moment, I hate him even in the daydream.You promised me...
“I had to, Micha.”
I blink back the tears. I don’t give a shit if he had to. I accepted his apologies before; I won’t do it again.
“I’m sorry.”
I flinch at those words, said in his voice, then repeated in Grubs’. Ihatethat phrase.
“Fuck me like you hate me.”Varius’ voice rams into me, and I arch back as a cock slides into my aching pussy. I jerk my hips up.
I clench my teeth together, refusing to beg Sadist for my release.
My thoughts are all jumbled. He mixes with Varius and Grubs and then Antonio takes the forefront. He said he’d get off watching me get raped, but he wasn’t even hard at the school. I don’t understand him. I need to understand him in order to play him and survive.
Antonio pinches my nipples, and I cry out. Any coherent thought disappears. Any understanding about what’s really going on fades under the delirium.
All I want is to get off, and my thoughts twist and turn like dreams, like nightmares, as my brain tries to give me what I want.
Varius is fucking me.
Then Antonio.
Sadist is hurting me.
Then Grubs.
Varius is back between my legs, coaxing me like he used to, and I arch off the bed, feeling myself get close.
“That’s it, little monster. Let me see you come.”
The cock pulls out of me, but it’s too late.
I laugh madly, then scream as I orgasm.
Varius beats me with his fists.
Hurting me over and over and over again.
I pass out from the high though, unable to feel the pain. My body feels too damn good.
