His hand flies into mine. “You and me, Cass.”
“You and me, Caleb.”
His face is solemn as he begins the push and pull to feed himself into me. I’m so wet from my first orgasm, it eases the way somewhat, but it takes a few times for him to ease past my tightness until he’s fully seated. I can feel his balls grazing against my ass as he grinds against me.
“Is it uncomfortable in any way?” Caleb questions, holding his body taught. A bead of sweat runs from his hair down his jawline.
Quickly, I shake my head no. It feels amazing. I’m stretched and filled. It’s not going to take much to send me over the edge again. I also suspect by the sweat coating Caleb’s body, it won’t take long for him either. I lift my hips tentatively and moan as I feel new sensations. He drops his head for a moment to catch his breath before raising his blazing eyes back to mine. “Ready, baby?”
I nod frantically.
He pulls back a little. Instinctively, I pull my hips back a little as well. When I feel his cock start to slide into me again, I thrust my hips forward. We both gasp. “Again!” he growls. We pull back and push forward, our hips colliding. “Again!” His voice is guttural. Again, our hips slap together. This time, he grinds and circles his hips. I gasp. Oh my god! What was that? “That’s it, baby. Reach for it.” Again. “Tell me what you need. Do you need my finger wet with your juices sliding up and down your clit as I grind into you? Whatever you need, I’ll give it to you.”
I don’t know if it’s the words or the imagery that pushes me over, but I feel myself tighten around his cock. Throbbing. Incessantly. I moan long as my hips move out of sync, faster and faster. “That’s it, baby, come for me, come on me.” His eyes are losing focus, going hazy. Suddenly, they snap open and his jaw sags. Through my own orgasm, I feel pulses. “Oh, Cassidy.” Caleb leans down and kisses me ferociously at first, then softly, as the weight of his body pushes mine deeper into the mattress as we come down together.
As we cling to each other, he peppers my body with kisses. I stroke his shoulders with weak arms, my energy drained, and unlock my legs from around his back. My feet skim down his luscious ass and down the backs of his thighs as they come to rest on the mattress.
While my body has turned limp, my heart is still in overdrive. I’m shaken down to my core. Emotionally, I feel like I jumped out of a plane with no parachute. I thought I was prepared for this, but I didn’t have a damn clue.
As if he can read my mind, Caleb pushes up and stares at me, searching my eyes, then rolls us over so I’m lying on top of him, keeping us connected. I drop my head to his chest, trying to keep some of what I’m experiencing to myself.
“Cassidy?”
I shake my head. I can’t look at him yet. I know I’m too vulnerable, so I squeeze my arms around him instead.
“Baby, I need your face.”
I shake my head again and he laughs. “Okay.”
He quietly rubs my back, occasionally dropping kisses along my head.
“I don’t think I’ve ever been given a gift as beautiful as the one you just gave me,” he muses quietly.
I finally look up. “This?” I ask, waving my hand to encompass our bodies.
“No, baby, the gift of being your first choice.” He kisses me. “I hope you always think you made the right one.”
Kissing him back, I put my hand on his heart. “I know I will.”
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Caleb
Right now, as I watch Cassidy’s chest rise and fall in slumber, I know the truth.
I’m not just falling for her. I’m already in love with her.
She’s everything I’ve ever wanted.
Courageous. Brave. Loyal. Beautiful.
And right now, I’d give up everything else in my life if she would understand why I didn’t tell her what I knew from the beginning.
Because I have no idea how to tell her now without the warm light in those glowing orbs flickering off when she presumes I betrayed her.
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Caleb