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“Don’t you dare let him in this fucking room with us. Not now. Not while we’re so close. It’s me and you. Reid and Tauren.”
I didn’t nod as I embraced my power. I didn’t agree. I eased forward, keeping my eyes on his as I let his precum coat my lips. Reid’s pleasure was what I needed to see, and it was so profound, it made it easier to open my mouth and begin tracing my tongue over the thick head.
“Jesus…this isn’t happening. This is happening? For real this time?”
“So long as you give me what I need.”
“Time…”
I swirled my tongue around his cock. “It’s more than that. You’ll give me what I need. Right now, I need to taste you. I need to see how much you want to be with me.”
“I want nothing else. I’ve never wanted anyone but you.”
“I know.” I opened wide, sliding him to the back of my throat. To look away from his hungry stare would have catapulted me into a hell of my own making. I refused to fall into that trap. I had to do this for both of us and move past this fear.I wanted this more than anything.
A rumbling filled the space, followed by what started off as a gasp but died from a moan.
“Only us. It’s only us. You’re not going to leave. You won’t—fuck. Fuck, baby. Keep sucking. Just like that.”
Adding suction, I withdrew, only to pull Reid even deeper into my throat. Both of his hands flew to the sides of my head as he locked on and took heavy breaths.
“So…good. How can the best feeling in the world also be the worst? To feel you, see you like this. I won’t be able to forget. Taur—You can’t change your mind. You can’t threaten to le?—”
I pulled back. “I’m not leaving. Never again. And I won’t change my mind.It’s us now.We’re together, no matter what happens.”
His fingertips slid through my hair, and he held, letting me lead as I continued to worship his cock. Minutes past.Longer. When I finally pulled back, I could feel how swollen and tingly my lips were.
“Reid, I hurt you all those years ago, and I’m sorry for that. You’re afraid that I’ll do it again, but you’re wrong. I’ve come to see…that I felt guilty and…like a bad person for loving you. But I’m not bad, and I can’t change how I feel. I see that now, so I’m going to show you that you have nothing to worry about. But you have to trust me. You have to let me take control.”
“…How? What are you going to do?”
I kept my stare on his as I stood, pointing for him to lie down on the bed. I didn’t look down like I wanted or lower my voice submissively.
“I’m going to show you.”
CHAPTER 21
REID
Had lyingabout Brittany really worked? I had hoped it would spark jealousy, but Tauren was giving herself to me. She was saying we were together. Together…for life.We were one. All I had to do was let her call the shots so she stayed in control in her mind, and she’d stay mine.She was choosing me.
I could barely believe it as I laid back in the middle of my bed. My eyes were only for her. Every curve, every expression, every fucking lick of her tongue against her lips screamed to me that she was in her element. She was nervous, slightly shy, even, but God her movements were intoxicating. It was instinct. Tauren was in her element, and with how Emmett had decimated her over the years, she was embracing the power I was giving her.
Me.
The power…I gave her.
“I used to think about you all the time.” She paused, easing her knee on the side of the mattress, slowlycrawling up like the seductress she was. Her head dipped, and she flattened her tongue, licking and nipping at my inner thigh. “It was wrong to touch myself and fantasize about you when I was with another man, but I couldn’t stop myself. It didn’t matter that you were supposed to be my brother, or whether I started with you in mind or not. It always turned into you. It’s always going to be you, Reid.”
Her finger brushed over the wetness from her lick, and she paused, still making a path towards my cock with her light touch.
“I used to wonder if you thought about me like that too. That maybe wherever you were, you were touching yourself to the fantasy of me. Did you ever do that?”
“All the time. Always.”
My cock jerked as her fingertips brushed over my balls. Where I wanted more of her touch, she climbed higher until she was straddling me and grasping to hold to each of my wrists. She lifted, moving them above my head. The squeeze from her hold had me trying to move her against me. Anything that would bring her attention back to my cock.
“I think the hardest part about this is the acceptance.” Her eyes lifted, and she looked at me through thick lashes. “I told Steve that my brother and I got into a fight. The word was almost impossible to say… because… it wasn’t how I felt. I didn’t want to call you that. I wanted you to be anyone but my answer. I wanted you to be more.”
