Page 66 of Jase
I lowered her feet back to the ground, but I didn’t let go as her hand darted out and grabbed to my shirt. The way she called my name. The downright desperation as she stared up at me, waiting, needing...She wasn’t being a brat anymore. Her words were genuine, and they were finding their way around my rules. That was dangerous for the dominant in me.
“Jase.”
Before I could stop myself, I jerked at the button of her jeans, forcing them down to her thighs before shoving my hand in her panties. Wetness had me holding to her tighter as I rubbed circles over her slit.
“You don’t need to ask for pain when you want me to get you off. I’ll do that for free.”
“I…I wasn’t. I want the pain. I want both.”
“You’re not just asking for spankings because you know I like it?”
Kody jerked against my arms, angrily, showing me the truth as I drew her back in even closer.
“You do like it.” I slid my finger, surging into her entrance as Kody’s nails clawed into my chest, through my shirt.
“I wouldn’t lie about something like that. Am I not wet for you? I want you to do it more often. Maybe other things too. I’ve been thinking. I want—”
“You want a lot. Is this what you need?”
I brought my hand down over her ass. She cried out, her pussy clutching around me tightly. Faster, I thrust, pounding into her before spanking her again. I eased in another digit causing Kody to spread her legs wider as I added pressure with my palm, over her clit.
“Yes. Just like this, Jase. This is good.”
“Let me make something very clear right now. You’re not going to get your way by defying me. Being a brat will only get you so far. Next time I tell you to do something, you’re going to do it. Do you hear me?”
The moans were continuous as I kept the steady rhythm. Kody went to answer, gasping instead as her hand trailed down my shirt. When it stopped over my stomach, she added pressure, pushing her fingertips in. What she was insinuating was obvious. She wanted to do so much more than what I was allowing…and so did I.
Whack!
“You didn’t answer me.”
“I hear you. I’ll be good. I’ll try.”
“You’re going to do more than try.”
She reached between her legs, grabbing to hold my wrist with her good hand as I continued to make her whimper and moan. When her face rested against my chest, I could feel her get so much wetter. I brought my other hand up, wrapping it around the back of her head to keep her against me as I slowed. She was moving her hips and growing louder by the second as I matched her pace.
“Jase.”
“Shh.” I kissed the top of her head, adding more pressure with my palm. Kody cried out, her nails biting into me as she waited.
“Don’t make me beg. I—Fuck.God.”
I had once been God to her. For some reason hearing it from her lips like this, I could almost forget everything else inside my brain. For her, I could. I wanted to. Were rules always the best? Was holding to my discipline worth the wait? Questions got me nowhere as I breathed in the smell of her hair. In how she was so perfect for me in every way I could imagine.
“Come, baby.”
My eyes shut as instant spasms shook her body. My fingers closed into a fist in her hair, and I held on firmly. Not so she’d experience more of the pain she needed. I did it for me. To capture a piece of her in this memory. To hold on to it with everything I had.
Kody let out deep breaths as she grew still against me. For the life of me, I didn’t want to withdraw my fingers, but I did. When her heavy-lidded eyes rose and met mine, I took a step back. Slow. Right. I had to fucking slow down.
“Dress casual. No privacy. Tonight, you face your fears. We don’t run from those, doll, we meet them head-on.Understand?”
“Yes.”
I nodded, spinning for the door. There was no way I was looking back to see how she was reacting to my harsh tone. Confused or not, I was seconds from taking her to the bed and continuing to dangerous territory. I couldn’t do that. Not for her or me. Besides, Rian wouldn’t just disappear. I knew him. He’d sit outside until he saw everything was okay. That, or he’d use my emergency code to get in. Now wasn’t the time to focus on me and Kody. She got what she needed. Me…I needed a plan. One that would help wipe out the motherfuckers linked to this torture ring. If I could figure out a strategy to unmask them, Rian would be too busy to give me a hard time about Kody. It was a win-win.
I slowed as I approached my laptop. Although my focus was on my desk, my eyes were glued to the monitors covering my wall. Kody’s apartment was empty. No one was outside of my door. Those screens didn’t matter. It was my private email that caught my attention. Twelve new messages. Two, with bold-capped subjects: WARNING and URGENT.
