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Kissing me like the air he needed to breathe.
When he left, I stood at my door, a smile on my face the whole time as I watched him retreat across the lawn to his house.
The smile is still plastered on my face as I lie in bed, staring at the ceiling, thinking about how this night wasn’t planned, which should give me anxiety. But I don’t feel an ounce of that. I feel relaxed and…happy. I think Dallas has been making me feel that way for a while now, and it’s something I struggled to accept.
Even with the relaxation settling into my body, I can’t fall asleep.
I can’t get him off my mind.
I can’t get what happened out of my mind.
IknowI want more of that.
I just don’t know the first thing about what more would entail.
Getting out of bed, I turn the lamp on my bedside table on and pull the notepad from my drawer, along with my laptop. Settling into bed, I cross my legs and begin my research.
I should be embarrassed by typing these things into the internet search bar. The FBI agent who watches me is probablywondering what type of shit I’m up to. I laugh to myself at that thought, but you never know.
I type in “how to please a man.”
Clicking on the first link, my eyes widen, and I freeze in place. It’s not like I’ve never seen one before, but there’s a lot of sweat and nakedness on the page right now. A picture of a woman with a dick in her mouth, another with him using a vibrator on her, and you can see he’s getting pleasure from it by how hard he is between her legs.
I close the laptop, realizing it’s too much for me. But it’s also kind of interesting.
Dallasknowswhat he’s doing. I’m sure he also knows what he likes.
I decide to make myself a list of things I’d like to explore. I might be getting ahead of myself here with Dallas and assuming that he would want more, but regardless, there’s this strong desire inside of me to feel all of that again with him—only him.
One orgasm and I’m wanting more already.
1. Give a blowjob
2. Try a vibrator
3.
I leave the last one blank because I’m not ready for anything else beyond that. Feeling satisfied with my list, I walk over to put my laptop back in my bag and the list on the table.
I fall asleep instantly with a smile on my face.
And it has everything to do with Dallas.
CHAPTER 25
I WAS HOPING YOU’D SAY YES.
Dallas
Mitch
How are the practices with the kids going?
They are getting better.
One told me I sucked as a coach.
Mitch
