Sadie from her teens would have been at the heart of it.
Grinning and yelling as much as those teens we passed.
‘You don’t need to thank me,’ I say, still rowing, still inching her away from it. ‘You’re doing me a favour by getting me out of the apartment too.’
Her smile lifts to one side. ‘I did think you were looking a little too vampire-like.’
‘Vampire-like?’ I choke out.
‘Sure, I’m surprised you don’t shimmer in the sun like Edward Cullen.’
Now I laugh. ‘Ha! Don’t you be getting me mixed up in your weird Twiglet fantasies.’
She laughs too, and it’s like sunshine. Real and true and there’s my Sadie – no, notmySadie. But the Sadie I remember.God, how I’vemissedher. The thought punches through me, painfully acute.
‘I’d forgotten how you call it that.’
I swallow the sudden tightness in my chest.
‘You sayTwilight, I say Twiglet, same shi?—’
Her brows lift above her sunnies.
‘Ship!’ I quickly correct.
I mouth an apology but to be fair, our captain is too engrossed in narrating a passing duck’s life story to care what curse I was or wasn’t about to utter. And I’m too eager to draw more of the old Sadie out… even if I am sailing too close to the wind by lumping me, her, and movie fantasies in the same breath.
Though she started it. She’d been obsessed with Edward as a teen. Edward this, Edward that. Edward Edward Edward.
Until, suddenly, she’d turned that laser focus on me…
‘Mummy, what’s Twiglet?’
A laugh bursts from my lips as Lottie comes to the rescue yet again. The girl deserves a full sweep of medals – gold for stopping the near-kiss in the car, silver for shutting down my thoughts, and bronze for being the ultimate third wheel.
‘It’sTwilight,not Twiglet.’ Sadie shoots me a mock-scowl as she says it. ‘And it’s a movie Mummy used to love.’
‘I like Twiglet better,’ Lottie says matter of factly, and I grin as Sadie huffs, her own mouth teasing up at the corners.
‘Great. And so, the corruption begins.’
‘No corruption,’ I say not bothering to dampen my grin, ‘just an education in what constitutes a good movie versus a bad.’
‘You know I’m long overdue a rewatch, and your giant flatscreen with its fancy surround sound will truly do it justice.’
‘Be my guest,’ I deadpan, ‘so long as it’s not on my watch.’
Her lips purse to the left. ‘I’m sure we could find something else to watch together, if that’s you offering up a movie night.’
Walked right into that one, didn’t you?
And the image paints itself so clearly – a bowl of popcorn, her head tucked into my shoulder, a blanket strewn across us… cozy and domesticated and very muchnotme.
Deflection is, though…
‘Captain Lottie,’ I blurt out, ‘fancy helping me row this mighty vessel around the island? Or are you more pirate princess than sea captain now?’
Lottie springs to her feet with a dramatic, ‘ARRR!’