Page 59 of Wicked Again
“She wants to marry my father.”
Marissa had an inclination to punch Lady Christina right on her perfect nose. Wouldn’t that cause a scene? A longing for Haddon filled her, one she could not easily push away. “I’m sure your father has his reasons for considering her. Come. Our backs are to them. They won’t notice us.”
“You know the reason my father tolerates her,” Jordana said, her voice soft as they exited Madame Fontaine’s shop. “Iknowthat you do.”
Marissa’s lips tightened as she shot a look of annoyance at her charge. “I have no idea what you’re speaking of, Jordana.”
“You shouldn’t frown,” Jordana said in an airy tone. “Wrinkles.”
“Jordana.” Marissa admonished. “I amnotfrowning. I am deep in thought, considering the best way to get to Mr. Coventry’s.” She nodded to the footman who had been patiently standing outside.
“Don’t youdareleave me with Christina as a stepmother. I shall never forgive you.”
The words were so quiet, Marissa wasn’t certain she’d heard Jordana correctly. “What, dear?”
“I said don’t you dare leave Mr. Coventry’s without your special order.” Jordana looked straight ahead, stomping in the direction of the apothecary. “The one for—” She tipped her chin to Marissa’s hair.
“I shan’t. Nor do I need you to remind me.” Seeing Lady Christina had rattled her, which was ridiculous since the girl was an overindulged twit. Would Haddon really marry her? Jordana seemed to think so. The very thought caused an unpleasant roll of her stomach.
I just need some tea. Perhaps a biscuit.
The night before, she’d wept as she hadn’t since Reggie’s death—painful sobs which had torn at her and threatened to break her heart. Over Haddon. The man she’d driven away.
I never thought you a coward, Marissa.
Marissa stiffened her shoulders and strode in the direction of Mr. Coventry’s, waving furiously at the footman to keep up.
Shewasn’ta coward.
18
The visit to Mr. Coventry’s apothecary shop was far lengthier than Marissa had anticipated.
Jordana had peppered the elderly man with questions, barely pausing to take a breath much less allow Mr. Coventry to speak. Marissa watched in utter horror as Jordana, a young girl from good family—and avirgin—asked Mr. Coventry to explain to her the various ways in which a woman could prevent a child.
Mortified, her cheeks burning, Marissa had hurriedly explained Jordana’s interest in medicinals as Mr. Coventry had tried to hide his amusement. Changing the subject to something safe, namely the bottles of hair dye Marissa had ordered, she’d made the mistake of turning her back on Jordana, who had immediately begun to inquire after remedies for Marissa’s frequent ‘female-related’ headaches.
Marissa had never been so embarrassed. She thought it would not be the last time she would feel so with Jordana.
Mr. Coventry, bless him, assured Marissa of his utter discretion.
After leaving the apothecary, Marissa and Jordana visited several other establishments, loading their purchases into the waiting arms of the footman whose name Marissa still could not remember and, since he’d been with them all day, didn’t wish to ask.
Finally reaching the coffeehouse Jordana had first seen when they had arrived on Bond Street, Marissa ushered her inside to a small table by the window. Ordering hot chocolate for Jordana and tea for herself, Marissa nodded her head at various intervals as Jordana chattered with enthusiasm over their visit to the apothecary. The chatter quickly evolved into an improper recitation of howallwomen should be educated on the benefits of preventing a child.
“Jordana,” Marissa said firmly, looking into the shocked face of an older lady seated at the table next to them. “Pleasekeep your voice down. While I tend to agree with you—”
“Iknewyou did.” Jordana nodded, opening her mouth to continue.
“But,” Marissa placed a hand on Jordana’s arm, “we donotspeak of such things in public. In a coffeehouse. Not everyone is as...openmindedas I.” She removed her hand and sat back, smiling at the older woman who was observing Jordana as if she were a wild animal who’d invaded Bond Street.
Jordana shut her mouth and nodded, deflating like a ruined soufflé that the entire world didn’t agree with her assumptions on the care of women. “I just want to help. It is so important.”
Marissa’s heart went out to her. “I know it is, Jordana. But you must be careful with such talk. Promise me?”
“Yes, but—”
“I will support you whenever I can, be assured. And I am thrilled, dear, you enjoyed the visit.” Marissa smiled to take the sting out of her chastisement. “We will go again. I promise.”
