Page 107 of Game of Destiny
“No. You are giving me quite an impression, and I don’t know how long I’ll be able to hold back,” I admitted. He hummed and the vibrations against my skin made me shiver.
“I’m on the brink myself. My wolf is pushing me hard. We both know we have to wait a little longer, but I won’t just let you go to him without making sure you know where I stand. You are mine, Red. I don’t fucking care about mate bonds or what happened in your past. You are mine because you chose to be, I won’t give up my claim. Promise me you will remember it when you talk to that fucking Alpha.” I pulled on his hair and he looked up at me.
“I could never forget. Don’t forget I have a claim on you as well.” I pulled his head to the side and mirrored how he had run his teeth along my neck. “If I am going to be thinking about your body and teeth, it’s only fair for you to think about mine, too,” I whispered to him.
“Fuck, Red,” he growled and rolled his hips against me. I could clearly feel I had the same effect on him that he had on me. I knew I could only hold off so much longer before I would shred his clothes.
“Now let me down, love. I need to shower before dinner or we will have to answer a lot of questions from the pack,” I told him.
“I don’t think we are fooling any of them,” he told me, but he gently placed me on the floor.
“Maybe,” I agreed. We took a moment to calm down and then walked back. Both me and my wolf hesitated as I was about to get into the shower. I needed to shower. I had been training all day and was covered in both my own and Finlay’s sweat. I couldn’t go down and eat dinner like this, and I couldn’t go to meet James like this. I sighed and stepped into the shower.
After dinner I got ready to leave. It had taken a lot of arguing for me to walk over to the communal building on my own. I needed the time to get ready mentally, but we still had the general rule that no one should walk around alone. In the end, Finlay and Sam had given in, but as they both watched me put my plate away, I felt how much they both hated it.
‘I will be fine,’ I mindlinked them.
‘Keep your link open, and if anything, even the smallest leaf, seems to be out of place. You will let us know,’ Sam told me. I nodded.
‘Let us know when you are done and we will get you,’ Finlay insisted.
‘Yes, Alpha,’ I said.
‘I will be waiting,’ he told me in our private link.
‘I will not be longer than I need,’ I said before telling everyone I was going. As I walked the short way to the room where I would meet James. I took the time to check in with my wolf. I wanted to make sure she was okay with what was happening. I could feel a slight confusion from her. She recognised the bond to James and her instinct told her what a mate should be. What confused her were my memories of the pain he had caused me and both of our feelings that Finlay and his wolf were the ones we wanted to spend the rest of our life with. She was confused why our bond wasn’t with Finlay, as it seemed to be the natural order. To my relief, she was just as certain as I was about rejecting James. She was too proud to ever acknowledge him as her mate. My wolf wanted a strong mate, someone with compassion and who made us laugh. Finlay was all of that. I had reached the communal building and saw my brother standing outside of it.
“Hi,” I said and smiled.
“Hi. How are you doing?” he asked.
“As good as I can. I’m not looking forward to this, but I think it is for the best,” I told him. He nodded.
“If it means anything, I think he is taking this seriously. He really wants to work this out,” he said. He discreetly scented the air. I smiled, Finlay had been right in thinking not all of his scent would be washed away.
“It’s sweet of him in a way, but it’s too late. Thank you for arranging it.”
“Do you want me to stay? I will stand in the corner, not making a sound,” he offered for the hundredth time.
“I will be fine,” I promised.
“And my Alpha?” he asked. I smiled.
“I will make sure you get him back in one piece. I’m not going to be cruel, I'm not out for revenge, Elder. I just want to see if we can salvage some part of our friendship and give us both the closure we need,” I said.
“I know, little sister. I wish you the best of luck.” He bent forward and placed a kiss on my forehead before walking away. Time to be a big girl and deal with all the feelings I had been carrying around for ten years. I opened the door to the room that had been booked for us. It was almost the same as the room where we had dinner with Finlay’s family. James was standing on the other end of the room, looking out of a window. He turned around as he heard the door open. He looked tired but when he saw me he smiled.
“Amie. I was surprised, but happy, when Elder told me you wanted to talk,” he said. I walked inside and closed the door behind me.
“I think it is about time we had a talk.” He walked towards me and I had to suppress my instinct to turn around and run away. He noticed my hesitation and stopped. I could see a small twitch in his hands, but he shoved them into his pockets. This wasn’t awkward at all.
“Why don’t we sit down?” he suggested. I nodded and took a seat at the small round table. I appreciated him sitting down across from me and not next to me. “It’s been a long while since we talked,” he said.
“It has,” I agreed. “How is it to be Alpha?” He gave me a grin which reminded me of his younger self. It was nice to see that part of him still existed.
“A lot of hard work, there is always something which needs to be done,” he said.
“And you love it.”
