I turn to face her. I’m breathing so hard, I fear I might have a heart attack.
Dom looks at Gideon’s lifeless body, her eyes widen in panic. “Oh my God is he already dead?”
I can’t tell.
Shit.
Adrenaline pummels my temples like a jackhammer on a construction site.
I place two fingers against his neck to check his pulse.
The motherfucker is alive.
“He isn’t,” I tell her.
“Thank God,” she says in a whisper.
“Did he…? Tonight…?” My words fade off. I can only wave my finger at her ripped top.
She looks down then back up. She shakes her head. “No. I was trying to get away from him.
“Did he really…? You were seventeen…?” I still can’t say it.
“I’m so sorry,” Dom sobs, running to me.
She throws herself at me and I catch her.
“You didn’t do anything wrong, baby.”
“I should’ve told you.”
Jesus Christ.
He did hurt her.
The agony of knowing I didn’t protect her when she needed me the most is enough to kill me.
I look down at Gideon’s body and it’s hard to justify why I shouldn’t end his life right now.
Piece of shit.
“Shhh. It’s okay,” I say, getting up with her still cradled in my arms.
“I’m sorry,” she repeats like a prayer in between hysterical fits of tears.
I want nothing more than to take her pain away, but I can’t yet.
“Give me a sec,” I say.
I reach into my back pocket, fishing for my phone. It’s missing. I look around and notice it on the floor. It must have fallen out in the chaos.
I grab it, smearing Gideon’s blood all over it.
Goddammit.
I dial the number and wait.
“911, state your emergency.”