Page 20 of Savage Love
“Look at me, Sweet Flower. You’re doing it. You can hear me,”I hear him say as if it actually came out of his mouth.
“Oh my God…”I think trying to see if he can hear me, too.
“You did it!” he says excitedly, picking me up in a hug before kissing me hard. I can’t help but laugh. Seeing this giant man—who is supposed to be a ruthless savage—so full of joy is heartwarming.
“What now?” I ask when he sets me down.
“Now, you go through some tests to see if we can’t figure out what your main ability is,” he says. “I’ll have Ren help.”
“Okay,” I smile. “By the way, you can take my ass if you really want to. I trust that you won’t hurt me. You shouldn’t be able to fit inside of me at all, but you do. It’s got to be magic or something.”
“I told you,” he grins. “You were made to take me.”
“I’ll take that at face value and just blame the genetic mutation,” I laugh. “Let’s do this.”
Once we are dressed and ready for the day, we set out toward Ren’s home. He doesn’t live very far. About halfway through the walk, someone stops Zev to tell him about a call from another leader, or something.
“Go ahead, and I’ll meet you,” Zev says. “Tell him I am going to talk to the leader of Balavix.”
“Okay,” I smile.
I leave him standing with the man and start back toward Ren. I enjoy the sounds of the island and the fresh, clean air. I absolutely love it here. I wish the people of Ossara could experience this. The land is beautiful, but the government is atrocious.
When I get to Ren’s house, I hear grunts and get worried. Instead of knocking, I open the door and find that the house is dark. I followed the sounds to the back, and I am suddenly frozen. Ren is lying in bed with his cock in his hand. He is huge, just like Zev. He is stroking himself and groaning like Zev does when we have sex. His eyes are closed, and he looks close. I recognize it based on how his body is reacting and the sound of his desperate pleasure. He’s about to come. Can I make myself come? If he can do it without anyone else’s help, does that mean I can?
Vivid images flash in my mind, and I’m confused at first, but it doesn’t take me long to figure it out. I hear his voice and understand his words, but I am surprised that his thoughts are about me as he pleasures himself. He doesn’t know I’m standing here, so he couldn’t possibly be talking to me. In the fantasy thatis playing through his mind, he has me on my knees, but with my chest lying flat. I’m on the edge of the bed, and he is aggressively fucking me from behind. I can hear my own pleasured sounds through his imagination.
I find that a heat is growing inside of me. My pulse is quickening, and my breathing is coming in shallow bursts. His fantasies are slowly seeping into my mind, becoming my own. A strange mix of guilt and pleasure is swirling inside of me, and I don’t understand it. I know one thing for sure, though: I need to keep my mouth shut about being able to hear his thoughts without him intentionally communicating with me. I feel as though Zev and Ren will fight. I don’t want to cause problems.
I hold my breath in anticipation as his orgasm finally breaches the surface. His deep groan shakes through both of us, and I watch in amazement. He comes on his belly and hands, but he doesn’t seem to mind. I desperately wish that I had been the one to help him reach that climax, and I hate myself for it.
“Shit. Shit. Shit,”Ren thinks when he opens his eyes and sees me standing at the door.
“I thought something was wrong… I… Fuck, I’m sorry,” I choke out. My eyes are wide, and I am completely panicked. I do the only thing I know and run away. I sprint down the hallway, but as soon as I turn the corner into the living room, I run into Zev.
“Whoa. Slow down. What’s wrong?” Zev asks, holding me by the shoulders.
“I thought something was wrong… I heard something, so I was worried… I didn’t know he… I don’t understand. I’m sorry,” I say tearfully.
“What do you mean?” he asks. “What did you… ohhhh. Honey, it’s okay. Give him a second, and we can all talk, okay? You’ve not done anything wrong.”
“But I… he was…”
“Hey,” Ren says hesitantly from behind me. Those vivid pictures of him fucking me from behind play through my head again, so I turn and back away from him.
“Stop. Stop. Stop,” Zev says, leading me over to sit on the couch. He sits in front of me on the ottoman while Ren sits beside me. The close proximity of both of them is making my pussy ache, and I don’t know how to make it stop. I feel like my body is betraying me again… betraying Zev.
“I’m sorry,” I say, dropping my head. “Please don’t be upset.”
“Astra,” Ren says, gently turning my head to face him. “I didn’t mean to scare her. She looks terrified of me now.”
“I thought something was wrong,” I whisper. “I’m sorry, I…”
“Thank you for checking on me when you thought something was wrong,” he says. “I’m sorry that you walked in on that. I should have made sure the door was locked last night anyway.”
“I don’t understand, but I feel like I’ve done something wrong,” I admit.
“How so?” Ren asks.
