Page 14 of Savage Love
This is wrong. So fucking wrong, but I can’t stop myself. I reach between us and gently push two fingers into her pussy. Fuck, she’s tight and already dripping for me. She cannot deny the pull. Her body will react to me more and more. I could have her coming on my cock in no time at all.
“I’m about to do something terrible,” I say to Ren telepathically.
“If you get stabbed, it’s your fault,” he responds.
“She has her leg draped over my hip and just has that thin shirt on. I’m not strong enough to resist her. She’s already dripping.”
“Are you finger fucking a sleeping woman?” Ren asks.
“Yes… She’s so tight. I feel like I’m losing my fucking mind,” I think to him.
“Don’t hide it from her. Whatever you do, tell the truth, and face the consequences,” he tells me.
“What would you do?”
“I would stop talking to my brother and fuck the sleeping girl with the dripping cunt,” he remarks. “You and I know she is consenting; she just doesn’t understand that there is a word for what she feels.”
I end the connection with my brother and curl my fingers inside Astra. She whimpers and pushes her hips closer, wanting more. “My sweet little flower,” I say softly, pumping my fingers in and out of her. Her breath is coming in short bursts, and her face tightens as she pushes her hips against my hand. I fucking love the way her body responds to me.
“Zev,” she moans softly. I open my eyes, and she is still asleep. Fuck. I need her on my cock. Now.
I pull my fingers out of her, and she whines, solidifying my decision. She wants me. She wants us. I take out my cock and guide it to her pussy. I slowly push the head of my cock intoher, and warmth envelops me. Like a switch being flipped in my mind, I can’t stop myself. I grab her hip and slam into her. She immediately cries out, and her pussy grips me like a vise. I think I’ve hurt her until she whines and wiggles her hips, wanting more of me.
I push her to her back before hooking my arms behind her knees. I plant my hands on the bed beside her before I start to fuck her. I try not to go hard, but her moans are driving me insane. I grunt each time I bottom out inside of her, and she lets out a little moan.
As pleasure grows inside of me, I thrust harder and harder. I can’t stop myself. I can’t slow down. My groans turn to growls until I gently drop her legs and lean into her. She immediately wraps her arms around me, and I turn frenzied when I realize she’s awake.
“Zev,” she whimpers. “It feels so good. Why does it feel so good?”
“God, my sweet flower. You take me so fucking well,” I groan and move faster, desperate to make her come.
“Oh, no, no, no. It’s happening. Please, no,” she begs as she starts to cry.
“Not a chance,” I growl. “Come for me, Astra. Show me how much you love my cock.”
“Oh… Zev… Oh, God… It’s… Oh, it’s happening. Fuck. Oh, God,” she yells out and arches off the bed. I capture her lips with mineand kiss her hard as an orgasm takes over her body. It doesn’t relent as I fuck her hard and fast. Soon, she is nearly screaming as her body shakes. Pleasure shoots up my spine and spreads throughout my body as my balls tighten. I push in as deep as her body allows as I come. Her whimpers and moans are addictive. I could do this forever. Iwilldo this forever.
“Fuuuuuck,” I groan against her lips. When the feeling finally subsides, the guilt sinks in. I move to the bed beside her. She looks exhausted and out of breath now. “Astra, I am so, so sorry. I shouldn’t have taken advantage of you while you slept.”
“I’m sorry,” she says as she starts to cry. “I’m so sorry. Please don’t be mad. I tried to stop it. I tried. Please don’t be mad.”
“Astra,” I say softly, cupping her cheek to wipe away tears. “I’m not mad. I promise, you’ve done nothing wrong. I wanted you to come, okay? I wanted you to feel as good as I felt. Did it feel good?”
“Yes,” she sniffles.
“Good,” I say. “I want you to feel good, too. Okay? I don’t want you to be in pain.”
“Is it supposed to feel like that? Why didn’t it feel like that with Vinny?” she asks.
“Because he was trying to hurt you. Your pain is the only thing that pleases him, but I find pleasure inyourpleasure.”
“It kind of did hurt, but only because you’re huge. It made my belly ache,” she explains.
“Is that good?” I ask.
“Yes,” she admits. “I like that I can still feel you inside me.”
“I’m sorry I woke you,” I say. “I woke, and you were wrapped around me. I just didn’t have any self-control to stop myself or to resist the connection I have with you. I shouldn’t have...”
