“Well, we’ve talked about a few things we want to do . . . ” I paused, wondering for a moment if my friends were going to think about me any differently after we had this discussion. Rational thinking flew back in, and I remembered that these women would love me if I shaved my head and took up a career as a mime.
Penelope looked as if she were a kid arriving at the gates of Disney World for the first time as she placed her phone against something to prop it up across from her. She crossed her legs and cupped her wine glass between her palms. “Start with the big stuff first. Like what’s number one on your list.”
I didn’t have to think about that much. “A threesome.”
“Oooh,” Pen murmured as she placed her lips against her glass.
Norah cocked her head to the side. “With another guy or with another girl?”
“My fantasy is with another guy,” I said. “I’m sure Matteo wouldn’t mind another girl, though.” I hitched my shoulder. “He hasn’t mentioned it yet.”
The thought had crossed my mind. If Matteo was willing to have a threesome with a guy, I had to consider the possibility of him wanting one with a woman. We were playing things by ear here, but I also wanted to make sure Matt was getting his fantasies too. This was a two-way street.
“You guys are seriously considering a ménage with another dude?” Penelope asked. “Who? When? Where?”
She was like a two-year-old who just discovered questions.
I shrugged. We hadn’t finalized any plans or anything, so I didn’t have the answers to her other questions. “We have other things we need to do before we get there.”
“Like what?” Norah asked.
“Well, anal for starters.” You couldn’t have a threesome like I wanted if you weren’t comfortable with anal. “We’ve only played with toys and fingers. We haven’t gotten to the actual sex part yet.”
They both looked at me a little funny. “What?”
“You’ve been together for this long and haven’t tried anal?” Norah asked with shock in her voice.
I shook my head. “I didn’t think it would be something I liked—”
“Yet, double penetration is number one on your bucket list?” Penelope asked incredulously. “What are you going to do if you don’t like it?”
“I mean I’ve liked everything relating to it so far, so I don’t see why I wouldn’t like the real thing.” I considered things for a moment and asked, “Both of you have already done it?”
They nodded. “When?”
Norah laughed. “I was still in high school the first time. Not the time to try anal, FYI. But I did it in college a few times and throughout the years. It isn’t bad. I’m just too impatient to work into it. I want my dick hard and fast. Anal takes time.”
“Hence why we haven’t gotten to it yet.” I changed the direction of the conversation. “I really want to try public sex, too.”
The girls shared a glance, and then Norah raised her brow at me over her wine. “Didn’t you already cross that off at my party?”
“Still a bit salty that I missed the show,” Pen chimed in.
“Depending on your definition of public sex, then I guess you could say that,” I explained, tracing the brim of my glass with my finger. “I want to have sex while people watch, not sex in a public place.”
Norah crossed her arms over her chest and gave me an impressed grin. “It seems that Matteo isn’t the only one who has some increased confidence around here, huh?”
The blush spread through my cheeks like wildfire, but I didn’t care. “What can I say? Matt’s been taking me to places I’ve never been before.”
Penelope choked on a grape. “Who is he, Aladdin with his magic carpet?”
“Magic cock, Pen,” Norah corrected with a snicker.
“Magic everything, girls.” I waggled my eyebrows, and we broke into a fit of giggles.
Chapter Fourteen
Natalie