“I’m okay,” I said.
He shook his head.
I closed the distance between us. “I am. I just got scared. But I shouldn’t have. I trust you…”
“Emma, don’t get any closer to me.” He put his free hand against the bed and gripped the sheets, like he could hold himself in place.
He didn’t trust himself. But I did.
I took another step closer.
“Baby,” he said, his voice filled with pain. “Please.”
Fine, he didn’t trust himself. But I could fix that. “Let me cuff your other hand.”
He just stared at me.
“Put your back against the headboard.”
He nodded and slid backward. Like he was ready for me to lock him up and throw away the key. But that wasn’t what I had planned.
I handcuffed his other wrist. And then I climbed onto the bed beside him.
“Emma,” he said firmly. “Leave me.”
I knew he meant right now. Not permanently or anything. But I wasn’t leaving at all. “Never.” I knew how to calm him down. How to get him to focus onsomething else. I leaned forward and left a trail of kisses down his happy trail.
“Emma, stop.”
But I knew I could make him feel better. I pulled the waistband of his pants down, freeing his hard cock.
He lowered his eyebrows as he stared at me.
“What?” I leaned over him. “You’re not the only one who’s good with their mouth.” I licked him from his base to his tip slowly, just the way he’d told me he liked.
He still looked tense, but his eyes softened as he watched me.
I licked him again, even slower this time.
His Adam’s apple rose and then fell.
I had him exactly where I wanted him. I kept my eyes on his, hoping the gold would come back soon as I wrapped my lips around him.
The handcuffs clanged as he tried to reach out for me. Because he wanted to guide my mouth. Not because he wanted to suck the life out of me.
I slid my lips all the way down and tightened them, just the way he’d instructed me to do before.
He groaned and his handcuffs clanged again.
But I didn’t need him to guide me. I knew exactly what he liked. I started moving my mouth up and down his shaft, faster and faster.
I looked back up at his face and his eyes were golden again.
I smiled around his cock and slid back down, letting him enter the back of my throat.
“Fuck,” he groaned. “Just like that, baby.”
He didn’t need to tell me twice. I did the same move again and again. I tightened my lips even more, suckinghim until I felt his cock pulse. And then I drank down every ounce of his cum. I lifted my mouth off of him and wiped the side of my mouth, just like he had earlier. And then I licked a little of his cum off my finger.