I lifted my eyes up to his, my mouth still full of his cock, as I tried to nod.
He slid both hands into my ripped t-shirt, finding my nipples and pinching them so hard. My whole body jerked, and sounds came out of my throat that I’d never heard myself make before. Animal sounds. Desperate sounds. I squeezed my thighs together even more, until I felt sparks from my clit. Yes, I thought. Yes, I could come like this.
“Oh no, not yet,” he growled, the evil mind reader. He lifted his hands from my breasts and cupped my head. Holding me still. Controlling me. My eyes on his. “This is my turn to come. Don’t you dare move, while I fuck. This. Pretty. Pink. Mouth.”
He fucked into my mouth, holding me for his pleasure. Using my mouth the way he wanted. I watched him, memorizing everything. The hot desperate look in his eyes. The sounds he made. The way his rough fingers caught the fine hairs at my temple and pulled, the sting adding to the riot of feelings in my body.
“Fuck,” he growled. “Look at you. I can’t…”. And then it happened. His cum spilled on to my tongue. I swallowed as much as I could, but I felt some dripping down my chin.
He held himself still in my mouth for what felt like forever, until with a grunt and a smile, he pulled himself free.
I was shaking like a leaf. Not from cold or fear…desire. No, more than desire. Worse.Need.
I shook with need.
“Oh yeah, baby,” his voice was soft, a warm comfort against nerves that were fraying. You need it, don’t you? That high?”
“Yes, yes,” I begged, unashamedly. Tears were in my eyes, both from the intensity of that blowjob and from this empty powerful ache inside of me. “Please, please.”
“Hmm. How do I want to make you come?”
“Any way. Any…I just need a little…”
He pulled me up from under my armpits until I was standing on my feet. He thrust his heavy thigh roughly between my legs, and with my hands still bound, I was forced to lean into him. I still had some leverage, though, with my boots touching the dirt floor of the barn.
“Make yourself come, baby girl.”
The sound I made wasn’t human. It was all need and desire and want.
I had no idea what I was doing. How I looked. I imagined ridiculous, grinding and humping his leg. I barely cared. But, like I’d been riding horseback my whole life, instead of just the first time today, I rode his thigh fast and hard. I felt the pressure build until I was coming so quickly, I was afraid I might pass out from it.
When it was over, I could feel his thick arms wrapped around my back, holding me pressed to his naked chest. I could feel the tickle of his chest hair against my sensitive nipples, and I wondered if anything ever in my life had felt so good.
Which is why it made no sense that in that moment, I burst into tears.
Tag
I heldher until her shudders turned to shakes and then to small twitches, like her muscles were figuring out how to work after all that. I held her until she caught her breath and thought the worst. When she finally lifted her head, I pushed that blond hair off her ravaged face.
“Hey, it’s okay, right?” I asked her. “Are you okay? Was that too much?”
Shit. Fuck. Asshole.
I didn’t know what I was doing here. There were probably rules for the kind of shit we were doing. Safe words and stuff.
I pushed her past whatever boundaries she had, and I didn’t clue in to when it happened. It had felt like she was with me the entire time, but now she was bawling her eyes out so hard I could feel the tears dripping down my chest.
Or, was that snot?
“He wasn’t my daaaad. And…he…he…knew the wh..whole…time,” she sobbed.
Relief surged through me so hard, my knees sagged for a second.
This wasn’t the sex. Or it was. The last crack in the dam Sunshine was using to hold everything back. I pulled her more tightly into my arms, quickly undid the knot at her wrists, letting the tie fall away. Immediately, she wrapped her arms around my shoulders, like she was hanging on for life.
“Okay, baby,” I murmured in her ear. “Let it out.”
“And he nevvvv…never said. What if heheheh…what if he didn’t real-ly love me? And maybe that’s why Amity and Bliss don’t like meeeeeee.”