Before I can second guess the decision, I’m straddling his lap and placing my hands on his shoulders. The second my pussy rubs against something hard, a whine climbs up my throat.
His hands go to grip my hips instinctually. Maybe ithasbeen too long since I’ve been laid because it’s the sexiest thing I’ve ever felt.
“What are you doing, naughty omega?” He smiles in that beautiful sunshine way. I move his hair out of his eyes, and see dazzling green orbs piercing mine.
“I don’t know,” I say honestly, feeling a slight pant and nervousness coming on. “It just… felt right.”
“It always will with us,” he says softly, moving his hand to cradle my face. “We can just sit here, and I will be the happiest alpha in the world.”
My thighs clench at the truth in his words.
But I don’t want to just sit here. I want more, it’s just asking for it that’s hard.
“Stacia.” He must see the conflict on my face because he says my name with such gentle adoration. “Tell me what you need.”
I swallow, but my throat feels especially dry.
“I…” I bite my lip, trying to muster up the courage.
My self-confidence has been lacking the past few years. Even before Derek, it was hard to ask for what I wanted. I don’t want to feel needy or a burden, and I’m starting to realize that it’s because others have conditioned me to feel this way.
“I need… more.” I have forgotten how it feels to be ultimately desired, and a part of me knows that this man will do literally anything to make me feel as such. “Please,” I whimper softly, letting my omega give me courage. “Please touch me, Alpha.”
A satisfied growl reaches my ears before I hear his husky words.
“My pleasure, Omega.”
EIGHTEEN
“I’m so proud of you, Omega. Thank you for telling me what you need.” I rub my thumb along her jaw, hearing a tiny gasp escape her lips. “How long has it been for you, baby?” Her scent is so strong and it leaves my alpha paranoid that anyone could come by and smell her, smell what ismine.
Her cheeks are flushed and pink as the starlight shines above her. It’s the most beautiful sight I’ve ever been blessed with.
I think I may need to reconsider what my stance is on a higher power, because this moment is like a literal dream come to life.
I sense her hesitation to answer. “Have you at least been taking care of yourself, beautiful Omega?” I can feel her breath on my cheek as I lean to kiss her neck. She tastes just like her scent, beautiful undercurrents of vanilla and lavender igniting my senses.
She gives me an unconvincing smile. “Sort of.”
“Sort of?” I raise an eyebrow and bite my lip to hide my amusement. I grasp her hips tighter before dropping a hand to the apex between her legs. “You’ve been neglecting this pretty pussy, haven’t you?”
She whines, trying to buck her hips into my hand.
“Answer me, Omega.”
“Yes.” She looks me in my eyes, desperate for the bliss building between us.
“Good girl.” She moans in response. Her eyes are half-lidded and her perfume is so potent it overpowers everything around it.
Or, maybe, it simply overpowersme.
“Are you going to continue to tell me what you need?” I ask as my hands sneak underneath her dress. Her eyes follow the movement before she bites her lip in anticipation.God, I want to take those lips between my own teeth.
I place my thumb over her lips gently. She releases her bottom lip, and then meets my gaze. “Yes, Alpha.”
That’s all I need to hear before I slide my hand into the waistband of her dark colored panties. I try to stifle my groan as I feel her slick for the first time, but the tiny gasp that she emits leaves my efforts in vain as my own noise falls out.
The idea of her deliberately refusing herself pleasure causes my alpha to grit his teeth. She deserves to feel goodanyandeverytime she feels the urge. I’m going to make sure she knows that from now on.