Page 81 of My Favorite Secret
We all laugh. I just lost my virginity to the man who has been my best friend for eighteen years. I fucked him while Felix watched. It was… messed up. Yet perfect. That’s the only way I can describe what the three of us share.
I meet Felix’s gaze, studying him as Tyler dresses me. “Are you okay with what just happened? Tell me what you’re thinking.”
“That I’m one hundred times more obsessed with you after that display. You looked so pretty getting fucked. Doing the fucking. I knew you would.”
I kiss his lips. “I’m yours next.”
“Yes, but not tonight. You’ll be tender after your first time. We need to take care of you.” Now that I’m fully dressed, Felix looks at Tyler. “We’ll bring her back to your room and get her cleaned up.”
What will happen after that? Felix leaves? I hate the sound of that.
I take their hands in mine. “You told me to ask for what I want. Both of you are staying with me tonight. No exceptions.”
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
FELIX
Despite how desperate I am to hold Harper, I let Tyler carry her out of the maze, seeing as this is their moment. Night has fallen and I use my phone’s flashlight to guide our way back through the hedges. Harper insists on holding my hand, then falls asleep in Tyler’s arms with a smile, periodically waking up to mutter how perfect her first time was, having both of us there with her.
It was weird that I joined in. Weird that I was so fucking hard. I still am.
I should have given them privacy, but I’m too selfish and needed to see everything Tyler did to Harper and how much she enjoyed it. They’re so in love. I saw it in their movements, in the way they looked at each other and clung together.
“You sayI’mthe sick fuck.” Tyler laughs, stepping over a large root system growing across the path. We’ve been walking for several minutes and not once has he needed to place Harper down to catch his breath. “You’re just as sick as me.”
I am. I was so close to giving Harper the two of us at once.
“You’re quiet. Are we good?” he asks.
“We’re good, bro. I’m shocked, to be honest. That was quite a display back there.”
Harper was so fucking feral. I’ll be forever jerking off to the memory of Harper moaning as she desperately rode Tyler while covered in dirt, sweat, and blood. She loved the way I watched and praised her. She let me instruct her.
I knew Harper was a freak. I never imagined it extended this far.
This girl is so fucking perfect for me in every way.
“Your turn next,” Tyler says, ducking beneath a branch. “My turn to watch.”
I glare at my brother.
“Joking. I know you’re not into that shit.”
His laugh is too loud and Harper stirs. My flashlight casts enough light on Harper’s face to see her heavy eyelids open and the lazy smile she gives Tyler. “I love you so much. Both of you.”
Tyler kisses her forehead. “I love you too.”
Harper clutches my hand. When I lift her fingers to my lips, she smiles at me and falls back asleep.
Tyler side-eyes me. “Why didn’t you say it back? I know you love her.”
“I don’t doI love yous. She knows how I feel.”
“What’s the issue with saying it?”
“You wouldn’t understand.”
“Try me.”
