Page 35 of My Favorite Secret
“Say it out loud—that you want to be fucked by me,” Felix hisses. “Say my name, Harper. Admit you want to be fucked by the man you hate.”
“I want to be fucked by Felix Blackwood.”
“Good. Now say every sick and twisted thought of yours out loud or I’ll stop fingering you.”
“I want you to fuck me like… those people at the party.” My brows pinch with embarrassment. I can’t believe I just said that.
Deep down, you’re still the freaky little girl from my childhood.
Felix was right when he spoke those words. I’ve tried tobury that side of me, but he’s brought it right to the surface. Felix is the only one who truly sees what I am, and he’s praising me for it. He always has.
“What they did at that party was disgusting yet… I haven’t stopped thinking about it. I…”
He laughs, smug. “You what?”
“I touched myself over it last night. It was the strongest orgasm I’ve ever had. Except… the people in my fantasy were you, me, and…”
“Tyler?”
I nod, moaning as his fingers plunge into me and his thumb works my clit, pushing me closer to my climax.
“That’s my good girl. I knew you were secretly a slut, but wanting to get fucked by me and Tyler at the same time is completely unexpected. Beg me to make you come.”
“Please, Felix.”
“Fuck, when you say my name. Say it again.”
“Felix.”
He kisses me harder but the two of us are interrupted by the distant sound of my father calling out to Felix. Panic shoots through me. We both pull apart and glance in the direction of the house. My fears are made worse when I see not only my father but Tyler standing by the front door. We’re parked away from the house, but with the compromising position I’m in, it feels like there’s no space between the four of us.
“What is Tyler doing here?” I ask, scared he’ll catch me like this. “Can they see us?”
“No one can see in. The tint on these windows isn’t legal. And I don’t know what my brother is doing here.” Felix keeps thrusting into me, making me whimper with pleasure I shouldn’t enjoy. “You’re not leaving this car until you comeon my fingers.”
“We need to stop.”
“But you like this, don’t you, being your daddy’s sweet little girl yet with my fingers deep inside you. He would be outraged to know what his daughter is letting me do to her right now. Admit it, it turns you on.”
I nod, appalled with myself for how true his words are. “Tyler…”
“Don’t worry. I can share.” Felix grabs my jaw with his free hand, forcing my attention away from the house and back to him. “Our session in this car is about to be cut short. But we’re not through with each other. You say I belong to you. Make use of your possessions, Harper. You’ll come to my room later tonight once everyone is asleep and learn how to ride my dick, understand? You were made to fuck me. You’re going to start and finish every day with my cum leaking out of you.”
His words push me over the edge, imagining the two of us having sex, his cum inside me, and I pant his name over and over as my orgasm hits, blurring my vision.
I don’t want to wait for marriage. I can’t. I need him. I need Tyler.
Fuck, I’ve gotten myself into one hell of a mess I don’t know how to navigate.
Tyler calls out Felix’s name again. I come harder at the thought of Tyler watching me with his brother and enjoying the sight. Something is seriously wrong with me.
“That’s it. Fuck, Harper.” The way Felix grits the words, the way he looks at me, it’s with pure obsession, and I love it. He’s so consumed with the sight of me coming that I don’t think he even realizes his free hand seeks mine out, linking our fingers, locking our scars together like we used to as kids.
My orgasm is so intense that by the time it’s over I needto rest my forehead against Felix’s for support. I’m left breathless and shaking all over.
When I catch my breath and lean back, his gaze roams over me and there’s a moment of softness within his eyes as he whispers, “I could watch you forever.”
“Felix?” Tyler calls again, the protection of the car muffling his voice.
