Page 79 of When We Were Reckless
“Yes. This is what I want.”
Lifting my hips, I urged him on. Instead of pushing inside me, he glided through my slick folds. His hard cock cradled in my wet pussy. Dipping his head, he teased my nipple with his tongue and teeth, and my back arched off the mattress, my fingers digging into his hair as he rocked against me, still gliding but not making any move to push inside me.
When he released my nipple, he stared down at me, and our eyes locked. “It’s going to hurt.”
I didn’t care. I’d never wanted anything as much as I wanted him right now.
“That’s okay. The pain will go away.”Just like you. I shoved that thought out of my head. This was no time to think about the future. I needed to stay in the here and now.
Reaching down, he guided his tip to my entrance, his eyes still on me, watching my face so intently it was impossible to hide my reaction. The first thrust stole my breath and every muscle in my body tensed.
It burned like fire. I bit my lip to hold back the whimper. Evie warned me that the first time would hurt, but she assured me it got better.
My hands gripped his biceps, and I dug my fingers into his warm skin.
“Breathe, Quinn.” He slanted his mouth over mine, caressing my lips with a kiss that was so sweet and so gentle, his soft breath mingling with mine as if he was giving me the air I needed to breathe.
Taking a shaky breath, I nodded, letting him know I was ready for more. After giving me a moment to adjust, he thrust in deeper. Oh God. It felt like he was stretching me out, ripping me open, and creating a space that only he could fill. This fullness… It was too much. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t move.
“You have to relax, baby.” He brushed a lock of hair off my forehead and smoothed it back with his hand. “Take a deep breath.”
I did as he said. I took a deep breath and let it out, trying to ride through the pain.
“Look at me. Look at my face.”
I opened my eyes and stared at his face. His blue eyes and full lips, a lock of brown hair falling over his forehead. This was really happening. Jesse was inside of me.
“Don’t hold on so tight,” he whispered, brushing his lips across mine.
I knew what he meant. He was trying to get me to relax the tension in my body, so I loosened my grip on his biceps.
“I need to move,” he said, his voice strained. “But I don’t want to hurt you.”
And that did it for me. His face looked so tortured, his voice raw like he was scared of hurting me. Something loosened inside me, and I felt my body relaxing and melting into his.
I lifted my hips, urging him on again, and he started moving, gliding in and out while I did my best to stay as relaxed as I could.
“I knew it,” he said. “I knew you would be fucking perfect.”
His words put a smile on my face. I was perfect for him. I’d known it all along.
He brought his hand down to where we were joined and rubbed his thumb over my clit. I didn’t think I could come. Not like this. So it surprised me that it could feel so good. His thumb rubbing my clit while he thrust in and out. A shot of pleasure laced with pain had me writhing beneath him, rocking my hips and taking him in as deep as I could.
We found a rhythm then, our bodies moving together as he glided in and out, his thumb still rubbing my clit, and I was chasing the high, lost in the moment.
I barely felt the sting now.
“Fuck. I can feel you clenching my cock. You like that?”
“Y-yes. Oh my God,” I panted. “I’m… I’m going to come.” He pressed his thumb against my clit at the same time that he captured my mouth with his, and he kissed me hard.
Liquid heat poured through my veins, and I was crashing, falling, my muscles clenching his cock as I screamed his name.
It was all the permission he needed to chase his own orgasm, and he was thrusting faster now, more erratically, a guttural sound ripped from his throat when he came.
His body shuddered, and he collapsed on top of me, his sweat-slick forehead dropping against mine.
For a long moment, we just stayed like that. My legs cinched around his waist and the weight of his body on top of mine. And it was all so perfect.
