Page 74 of When the Stars Fall
Jude
Pale November sunlightslanted through the cracked blinds and the pipes clanked and hissed as I moved soundlessly across the bedroom floor. In the bathroom I took a piss and washed my hands, avoiding the mirror above the sink.
I’d found something that made the good days brighter, and I reached into my hiding place and untaped it from the ceramic. Chop. Chop. Chop. Sniff. My head immediately cleared and turned the dull world into technicolor. Running my tongue over my tingling gums, I held the rolled-up Franklin to my nose and leaned over for another hit. Gnashing my teeth, I told myself that was enough. Just a few lines to give me a high without making me crash and burn. Self-control was key and I had a good handle on this.
Returning the stash to its hiding place, I wiped my nose and brushed my teeth then returned to my first love.
Iachedfor her.Cravedher.Neededher. With every muscle and bone in my body. The organ in my chest beating triple time.
Lila. Lila. Lila.
My pulse skyrocketed and all the blood rushed from my head to my throbbing cock. She was still asleep, lying on her side. Sliding under the sheets naked, I wrapped my arm around her waist and pulled her flush against my body, thrusting against her, so rock hard it was almost painful.
The longer I held off, the sweeter the reward.
I rubbed between her legs, watching her sleeping face. Her mouth went slack but her eyes were still closed. That didn’t deter me. She was wet. I slipped a finger inside her, feeling her, and she moaned as my thumb pressed on her clit.
“Morning,” I said hoarsely, kissing the side of her neck.
“Good morning to you too,” she murmured, grinding her sexy little ass against my erection.
Good. She was up for it. She let out a yelp when I flipped her onto her back and yanked and tore the cotton preventing me from being inside her. Then I buried my head between her legs and feasted, dry humping the mattress, seeking the friction for my raging hard-on while my mouth and fingers fucked her. Her legs quivered and her thighs clamped around my head as her pussy clenched around my tongue.
“Oh my God!” she screamed.
“That’s it, baby.” Without warning, I flipped her over and positioned her on her hands and knees, and I drove into her.
“Fuck, yes.” I pounded into her, my hand fisting her hair. With the other hand, I rubbed her clit until she was meeting me thrust for thrust, pushing her ass against me. I threw back my head and roared as I came inside her. Her arms gave out and she collapsed on the mattress, her ass in the air.
And still it wasn’t enough.
The sex did nothing to calm me. Two seconds after I dragged my dick out of her, I was up and pacing, pushing my hands through my hair. I needed more. I was insatiable. Firing on all cylinders. Too revved up to stay still.
“What are you doing?”
“Let’s take a shower.”So I can fuck you again.
She yawned and closed her eyes, curling onto her side like a cuddly kitten. “It’s my day off. I need sleep. Come back to bed.”
“Yeah, not happening.” I picked her up and tossed her over my shoulder.
Turning on the shower, I gripped the backs of her thighs and lifted her up, her legs cinching my waist and her back slamming against the tiles as I rammed inside her. Her nails scored my skin.
“Fuck yes, baby,” I growled. “Hurt me. Make me bleed for you.”
“I don’t… Jude,” she panted, her fingers tugging on my hair. I was relentless, not letting up or slowing down. I needed more.
More, more, more. Of everything.
I needed to feel alive.
Her back arched and she cried out but I barely heard her. I didn’t feel the sting of her nails digging into my skin. I didn’t feel the pain of her teeth sinking into my shoulder. All I felt was the need to shoot my load deep inside her.
I came on a roar that ripped from my throat and I flattened both palms on the tiles next to her head to hold myself up. My head dropped to her shoulder and I tried to catch my breath.
“Let me down,” she said quietly, her low voice drowned out by the roaring in my ears. She shoved my shoulder. “Jude. Let me down.”
I lifted my head and blinked a few times, bringing her into focus. “You’re so fucking hot, Rebel. I want to stay buried inside you. Hear you screaming my name so loud you’ll wake the neighbors.”
