Page 100 of On The Edge
But I don’t want to.
I want this.
I want all of them.
“Adam?” My voice sounds like a whine, all breathy and small. The noise of the zipper opening makes me startle, but when I see the man in question walk through, I smile softly. “You’re here.”
“I wasn’t going to miss this, Echo.” His sleep-laden voice floats to me from the side, and I know I can finally relax. Knowing they’re all here andallready to take this step…
It's almost intoxicating. I’m so turned on it hurts. My skin feels tight, it’s like I need to pull myself out of my skin to get some relief. My thighs clench together to try and get some of the pressure my clit so desperately needs. Kai leans down, his nose skimming my neck as he breathes me in.
He actually fucking sniffs me.
“Delicious,” he growls, licking his lips like he could taste my smell.
“What, uh,” I try to speak, but Reis' sucking on my shoulder, sweeping my hair off to the other side, and I lose any thought I had.
“What do you need, baby?” Markus asks, taking my hand and pulling me to him, out of Reis' arms. Adam takes Reis' spot at my back, and I’m enveloped in heat, in soft touches, in wet kisses.
“Fuck, I shouldn’t like this as much as I do,” Reis says sounding strangled. Out of the corner of my eye I see Reis sitting back in the corner of the makeshift bed, holding his dick through his pants. Those sweatpants do nothing to hide just how excited he is.
“I’m into it.” Kai growls, watching me in between two of his best friends, and has unzipped his pants, stroking his cock. “So fucking into it.”
“Let’s give them a better view, baby,” Markus growls, stepping to the side so I’m put on show for them all.
Am I into exhibitionism?
My eyes are so heavy with want that I’m looking at them through hooded lids, and know right then that I’mreallyinto it.
Adam’s hands trace up my sides, grabbing the hem of my short shirt and pulling it over my head. My braid falls against my back with a soft thud, but my eyes never leave Markus'.
He’s asking me wordlessly if this is what I want. That if I back out, no one will think less of me or be mad.
“Kiss me,” I whisper, standing on my tip-toes to take his lips in mine and kiss him senseless. My lips brush his in a hard kiss.
He knows what I mean. He knows what I want.
Markus wraps a hand–a strong and calloused from playing guitar for years– around my neck, keeping me to him, while Adam slips both of his hands up the front of my body until his hands rest on my tits, a full handful for each, and he squeezes before pulling at my nipples.
Moaning, I turn my head and take Adam’s lips with mine. He kisses differently than Markus. Markus goes for what he wants right away. I can tell what kind of mood he’s in based on how he kisses me. I love it, I love that particular tell of his. But Adam?Adam’s kisses are light, soft, until he turns demanding and desperate in a way that leaves me even more breathless. I wrap my hand around his head, keeping him where he is. I’m not done with him yet.
Markus steps back, and Kai takes his spot. Normally, I’d feel bad for not being able to be completely equal with each of them, like I am when I switch rooms nightly.
But this is something out of my fantasies. I’ve always wondered what it’d be like to be with them all. Together.
Kai pulls my pants down, tossing them to the side with my shirt. I shiver from the cool air, and my eyes shift again to the curtain.
Adam notices where I’m looking and takes my face in between his finger and thumb.
“Focus on us. We won’t let anything happen to you. I swear it. Plus,” he says softly, turning the full weight of his gaze onto me. “We’ve wanted this since high school.”
“Really?”
“Since the moment we saw you. It took some of us a little longer than others to acceptallof us together, but this is what we were meant to be. Can’t you feel it?” Kai agrees and kisses me, but this kiss isn’t sexualized. It’s like he’s asking me to believe them, that their feelings for me go deeper than I realized.
“I can feel it,” I whisper breathlessly when he pulls back.
Kai smiles brightly, his forehead touching mine.
