I groaned at his obvious enthusiasm as I withdrew my fingers and pulled off his dick. I quickly sheathed myself up, adding a mountain of lube. I had my limits too and this boy had severely breached them. I needed this to happen as much as he clearly did.
I moved over him, taking the moment to look down at him once more as those big brown eyes looked up at me with so much heat and trust that I almost buckled again. I knew that innocence was just a mirage now, like one of those pretty but deadly spiders Australia was famous for. The kind that lulled you into a false sense of security and then struck you down.
“Quiet now,” I murmured as I leant forward and took his mouth in a kiss. I lined myself up as his legs dropped open wider for me and I pressed up against his entrance. “Let me in now, gorgeous.”
Ajay took in a deep breath and exhaled as I pushed in, feeling my way forward as Ajay sucked in another jagged breath. Damn, he was tight.
“You okay?” I asked, seeing him suck in more short breaths.
“I’m okay. Are you in?” he asked.
“About half way,” I told him, trying to gauge his expression. “You want me to stop?”
“Don’t you dare,” he replied, steeling himself with a long breath. He exhaled and I pushed in the rest of the way, lettingout a deep moan when I was fully inside. It was even more glorious than I had imagined, feeling us fully joined together like this.
“That’s it. I’m in,” I told him, watching as he worked through the sting of pain.
“Fuck you’re huge,” Ajay panted and I tried not to smile.
“I warned you,” I grinned, tracing his jaw with soft kisses as I gave him a moment to adjust.
“Okay, I think I’m all right,” he said, his breathing becoming more measured. I felt him loosen around me and I tried out a shallow thrust. Ajay moaned at the movement and I pressed a kiss to his lips to silence him.
“Quiet now, baby,” I reminded him. “You ready for me to move?”
“Yes.” Ajay nodded, his brown eyes almost completely black as he looked up at me while I ignored the little pinch to my heart. I was not going to fall in love with my brother’s best friend. It was just a crush. That was all.
But that didn’t mean I couldn’t enjoy his hot little body as I carefully pulled out of him and slowly pushed back in, enjoying the moan that came out of both our mouths. I kept my movements slow and measured but damn it was hard with Ajay’s breathless little moans underneath me, those brown eyes piercing me as I tried to make this as good for him as I could.
I went a little deeper with each thrust and soon I had to cover Ajay’s moans with a kiss, sure he was going to wake the house. His enthusiasm was just so freaking adorable as his fingernails dug into my shoulders and his back arched with each deeper thrust. There was only so much I could do to hold myself back and a little of that control slipped when I shifted my hips and pegged his spot because Ajay suddenly came alive underneath me and my restraint was all but shattered.
He moved with me, his body feeling like it had been made to fit mine, his inhibitions completely gone as he tried to tamp down his sounds. What I would have given for this moment to have happened with the house to ourselves so that Ajay could be as free and vocal as he wanted to be. We would only ever have this one time to be our first and as perfect as it was, it would have been good to be able to really let go.
And so what if there was a small, vindictive part of me that kind of revelled in the fact his stupid ex-girlfriend was just down the hallway while I pegged her boyfriend’s ass and had him moaning for me in a way I bet she never had. I would put money on that fact.
I could feel that telltale sign building in my spine and I could see that Ajay was getting close too. I needed him to come before I did, wanting to make this moment as memorable for him as I knew it would be for me.
“Touch yourself, Ajay,” I said to him, watching as his hand snaked between us to wrap around his leaking cock.
“Oh, Nicky,” Ajay panted, his head knocked back on the pillow, almost incoherent with lust. “Nicky. I’m going to … Oh, Nicky.” He repeated my name like a prayer and my body hummed each time my name passed his lips. I bloody loved the way he called meNickywhen he was underneath me like this. Nobody had ever called me that name before and I held onto it like the possessive little green eyed monster he had somehow turned me into. This boy wasmine.
It didn’t take him long until his back bowed off the bed, his orgasm powering through him as he came undone underneath me, my name still on his lips.
He tightened around me with a vicelike grip and I was gone too, my orgasm ripping through me like a freight train as I pulsed inside him again and again until I had nothing left to give.
We both collapsed, a sweaty, panting mess of limbs and damp, sticky skin, my mind almost gone in a fog of white light as I refocused on the present and this gorgeous boy beneath me. His hands had come around me, stroking my back as I buried my face in his neck, breathing him in.
I could hardly move, my body like jelly as we both took our time to recover. I was still inside him, absolutely no desire to extricate myself from his fabulous body. I gave myself another few moments and then shifted my weight, pulling out of him and feeling his loss instantly. He let out a soft moan at the withdrawal as I lay down beside him, smoothing the curls away from his sweat-dampened face.
His eyes were on me, those deep, soulful pools of lust and desire that seemed to be able to speak to me in a way no other set of eyes had ever done. I tried not to read into that too deeply as he watched me closely and I ran my hands through his beautiful curls.
“You okay?” I finally asked. He seemed okay, a contentment on his face that spoke a whole volume more than words.
“That was … amazing,” he sighed. I smiled, that masculine ego perking up at his words. I’d never been a selfish lover but I knew I had been more focused on Ajay than I normally would be with any other guy. There was just something about him that had me acting in ways that were strange and unusual. I wanted more for him than I did for myself.
“Yeah. It really was,” I agreed.
“I never knew …” he started, hesitation crossing his face. “I never knew it could be that good.”