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“Well let’s talk about that then,” I replied, reaching out to take his hand. He let me, his fingers curling into mine, right where they belonged. “Is this just a summer fling to you? Or do you want something more?”

“What do you want?” Ajay asked and I had to smile. Clever boy, making me show my hand before him. Time to play my cards then.

“I don’t want this to be over when you go back to Sydney, Ajay,” I told him, tightening my grip on his hand. “I’m not anywhere near done with you. I want this to last. I want you to be my boyfriend and I want to be able to tell everyone that you’re mine.”

“I want that too,” Ajay replied quietly. “I want to be your boyfriend. I don’t want this to end either.”

His words were quiet but they hit me like a freight train, knocking into me and swelling inside me like a ten foot wave.

“You have no idea how much I wanted to hear you say that,” I told him, relief hitting me square in the chest as all the other emotions I’d been feeling towards him came gushing up to the surface. It was time he knew.

“I love you, you know. I’minlovewith you. I fell a little bit in love the first time I saw you, walking down onto the sand with your eyes and your curls. I fell a little bit more when I heard you sing. I fell even more when we looked at each other through those sparklers on New Year’s Eve, you wearing the glowsticks I’d made for you and looking like the most beautiful thing I’d ever seen. I fell even more when you kissed me and even more every time we made love. And each small sum eventually added up to this earth shattering, whole of body, complete love that I have for you, Ajay.”

“I love you too, Nick,” he told me, face sincere, emotions full in his dark eyes. “It took me a while to realise what I was feeling for you, to realise I didn’t actuallyenvyyou. That it was actually desire and attraction I felt for you. I thought maybe I should be surprised by that, that I’d fall for a guy. But everything about you just calls to me, draws me in like a moth to a flame. And this thing between us just grew and I knew it wasn’t justlikeI was feeling anymore. I don’t know when it happened but I fell in love with you too. I’min lovewith you, Nicky.”

“I want you so much, beautiful boy,” I murmured, heart bouncing around in my chest at his amazing words. I couldn’t stop myself, needing his touch, needing everything as I leaned in and closed the distance. He fell back on the sand as my mouth pressed to his, my beautiful, amazing, gorgeous boy who I was so in love with as his mouth clashed with mine. His hands were in my hair, running through my long locks while mine clasped his face, angling his jaw so that I could plunder his mouth with my tongue, just the way I wanted it.

We made out under the stars and that bright, silvery moon that gave me just enough light to show me how perfect this boy was, how we fit together, how his body was made for mine and mine for his. I could have kissed him for hours and maybe I did as I lost all track of time, only coming up for air when he shifted our positions and started kissing down my jaw.

“You make my dick so hard,” I told him as those kisses moved steadily down my neck and to my collarbone. I felt him smile against my skin as he lifted those big brown eyes up to mine.

“You make my dick hard too,” he assured me. “Harder than anyone else ever has.”

“You know, when I first saw you on the beach that day, you with your gorgeous brown curls and your pretty face and your big, innocent eyes, I wanted to take you and mess you up a little,maybe corrupt you. But instead, I fell in love with you and now I’m the one who’s completely at your mercy.”

His eyes glowed as his smile turned soft and then wicked as he continued pressing kisses down my body, all the way to the waistband of my sleep shorts where he stopped and looked up at me.

“I fell in love with you too, Nicky,” he told me, making my heart sing. “But let’s not pretend you didn’t also thoroughly corrupt me.”

And with those words, he pulled my shorts down, exposing my hard dick to him as he smiled up at me, the whole pretence of innocence completely gone from his face.

“You going to suck me down out here on the beach?” I rasped, wondering when the power dynamics between us had shifted so thoroughly.

“Yes. I am,” he grinned, licking a stripe from the base of my cock to my tip and right through my slit. “And then you’re going to take me back to the house and fuck me so hard I won’t be able to walk tomorrow.”

“Holy fuck,” I breathed, head knocking back into the sand. “Where the hell did you come from?”

“I already told you,” Ajay said, smug grin on his face as he held my dick steady in his hands. “Tasmania.”

And with that, he bent his head, that warm, surprisingly skilful, not-at-all-innocent mouth swallowing me whole as he let me know everything I needed to hear.

CHAPTER 26

ajay

Nick shook me awake the next morning, my mind groggy and my body feeling like it had been ploughed by a b-double semitrailer. As memories started filtering their way back through my brain, I recalled with a smile that it kind of had.

“What?” I mumbled.

“You are so cute when you’re waking up,” he grinned at me, no signs of our night visible on him as he stretched out his golden limbed body.

“No one’s cute at six AM,” I grumbled.

“Incorrect,” he grinned. “You are.”

“Is it time for a surf?” I guessed, peering out Nick’s window to the low light drifting across the sky.

“It’s our last day together. I want to spend it all with you,” he said, nuzzling my neck and making every one of my nerves tingle awake.