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His touch was strong and gentle. I felt weak and empowered beneath him. He was the Theo that I had always known and loved, but he was also someone new. I was more me than ever, but I also wasn’t. I was just a body. A stunned, happy body. I felt everything and nothing and too much and not enough. I wanted more, to disappear into him. He raised my other leg up, and moaned, as though he was feeling things he had never felt before, though surely he had.
He flipped me around so I was facing the headboard, pulled me up and back so I was on my knees, and entered me from yet another new angle that I hadn’t experienced before. I held onto the headboard, he held onto my hips, and I have no idea how loud I was or if I was actually forming words, but I could not keep quiet as he slammed into me.
Stamina. Endurance. Pacing. Grace. These are the qualities that made Theo a fantastic marathon runner, and it turned out they are also the qualities that make him a fanfuckingtastic lover.How could anyone be so good at this at twenty-five and be a CEO of his own company?That was the second-to-last clear thought I remember having before he grabbed onto my shoulders and told me that he was going to come. My last thought wasThank God, and then I just dissolved into an epic orgasmic oblivion as he made the sexiest sound I had ever heard in my life.
I didn’t have the strength to turn my head and watch him when he walked to the bathroom, in all his sweaty naked glory, but I really really wanted to.
Ohhhh Laaawdy. I was mentally fanning myself.Sex is amazing.I never had any idea what I was missing.
I was so pissed.
All this time I could have been feeling likethat?
I wanted more. I wanted it all the time. It was shocking to me that people who had this kind of sex would ever stop it to do anything else. How do other things even get done in this world when people could be doing that?
I realized that I had fallen asleep, that Theo had fallen asleep in bed beside me, and although my body was quite exhausted and thoroughly satisfied, I was now wide awake. This was my chance. I carefully lifted the sheet up from his body and tossed it down to the foot of the bed, exposing him completely.
And I stared.
I stared down at his totally naked body, finally allowing myself to fully appreciate the beauty of it. The smooth golden skin, the broad shoulders that inspired confidence, the firm rounded biceps that made me want to grab on and never let go while he plowed away at me.
“See anything you like?” he asked, eyes still closed, smirking.
“I’m seeing everything that I like.”
I squealed when he suddenly reached out to grab me. He rolled on top of me and pushed the mess of wavy hair out of my face. “That wasn’t so bad, was it?”
“No,” I giggled. “It wasn’t nearly as awful as I feared it would be.”
He laughed and kissed my neck. “Ready to go again?”
“Oh yeah.”
He pulled back. “Can I just say one thing to my best friend Grandma Kelly for a sec?”
“You may proceed.” I waved my hand in front of my face and gave him a friendly smile.
“Hey.”
“Hi.”
“I miss you.”
“I miss you too.”
“But I need to tell you about this woman I’m dating.”
I scrunched up my face. “Do you have to?”
“Yeah. Because I’m going to be spending a lot of time with her from now on and I don’t want you to feel left out.”
“What makes you so sure she wants to spend a lot of time with you too?”
“Because I see the way she looks at me and I can feel how wet I make her.”
I punched his beautiful firm rounded bicep.
“I hope to be with both of you at the same time someday.”
