Page 55 of Right Where You Left Me
“Why would you need to apologize?” She asks. “I’m the one who ended… this.”
“Yes, well. I’m sorry that, for one, I made you go to lunch with Liam and me. That you had to sit there and watch our inside jokes and… I wasn’t thinking when we made the plan and I feel really guilty about that. I’m sorry.”
She starts to shake her head, but I keep going. “I know that I hurt you in the past. That what I did was wrong, and that I am so fucking lucky that you forgave me for it. And I know that even though you forgave me, that hurt runs really deep and it’s going to get triggered. I will make sure that you never feel that way again. I will never, ever give you a reason to doubt how I feel about you, because Sage, I don’t ever want to live in a world where the two of us aren’t together. You are the only person I see, the only person I want. And if you can trust me, I’m going to do everything in my power to show you that.” I let out a breath and give her a shy smile. “I’m right where you left me, Sage. And I’m not going anywhere.”
Her eyes glisten with tears, huffing out a wet laugh as she closes the distance between us. Her hands move up to cradle the back of my head and she pulls our faces close enough that I can feel her breath on my lips. “I’m sorry too.” She murmurs. “I was being petty and stupid and I let my insecurities get the bestof me. I let my fear hurt us, hurtyou. I hate that I hurt you, baby.” She runs her nose along mine and smiles softly. “I will never doubt you again. I’ve wanted you since I was fifteen years old and I can’t imagine living without you. I fucking love you, Emma.”
My lips are on hers in an instant. I swallow the sound she makes and lick into her mouth, sweet and slow. Her hands tighten in my hair and she pulls me in closer to her, pressing her body flush to mine. “I love you.” She murmurs into our kiss, too swept up in each other to pull away.
I smile against her mouth. “I want to show you what I brought for you.”
She laughs and playfully rolls her eyes as she pulls away from my mouth. “Alright, baby. Whatcha bring me?”
I slide out from underneath her and quickly grab the tray I brought, taking the lid off and pushing it toward her. Her face fuckingshineswith a smile when she sees exactly what it is.
A dozen cupcakes, spelling out ‘I love you Sage’.
“Oh my God.” She breathes out. Her eyes light up when they meet mine again. “And they’re chocolate.”
“Obviously.” I laugh. “Your favorite.”
“You’re perfect.” She says, beaming at me.
“I love you so much.” I say and squeal when she grabs me around the waist and hoists me up over her shoulder. “Put me down!” I yell, laughter in my voice.
“I will.” She says smugly as she walks us down the hallway. I’m laughing, tears in my eyes, when she kicks her door shut in her bedroom and tosses me down on her bed. Her eyes are hungry and wild as she looks down at me, but there’s something more there too. Something soft.
“Love you.” I say softly.
Sage lets out a shaky breath. She leans over me and kisses me slowly. “Love you too, Emma.” I feel her grin against mymouth. “Now, let me show you just how much.” She pushes herself up, kissing me quickly one more time, and saunters over to her nightstand. She slowly opens the bottom drawer and winks at me before tossing me a bottle of lube and reaching back in, hiding whatever it is she decided we’re playing with tonight behind her back. We’ve used quite a few toys she has stashed in that drawer, but from the look on her face, whatever it is she has planned for tonight is something new.
I’m vibrating with anticipation and so horny I could cry when she makes her way back onto the bed. She tucks the surprise toy underneath the comforter and smoothly crawls back on top of me. “I’m going to strip you down, unwrap you nice and slow. And then I’m going to make you feel so goddamn good. You ready, baby?”
I nod, words escaping me as her hands graze along my stomach. She peels my shirt off slowly, making sure her fingers make contact with my skin the entire time. Her lips glide across my collar bones as she unclasps my bra, tossing it aside and leans up to look at my naked torso. “You are so fucking hot.” She rasps. “The fucking freckles.” She groans, kissing across my chest and stomach until she reaches my belly button. Her tongue dips inside it and she laughs when I squeal. My pants are next and she takes her time with those just like she did my top, and then I’m laying bare before her. Her eyes are wild and full of lust as she looks down at me.
She’s naked much quicker and as soon as she’s bare, she’s on top of me, our skin on fire as we devour each other. I’m electrified, my body singing as our hips grind together. It’s always like this with her. Always so intense, so full of needy, hungry, lust. I don’t think it’ll ever go away. It’s like my body craves her on an entire level that I didn’t know existed until her. She’s sex, and she’s power, and she’s everything I’ve ever fucking wanted, even when I didn’t know it.
I can feel my pleasure coiling, heat and sparks growing deep in my core as Sage presses herself against me. I let out a whimper at the feeling and she lets out a dark chuckle. “You close, baby?” She asks with a smirk.
I try to glare at her, but fail when she starts sucking my neck. Fuck, that feels so good. “I need more.” I manage to whimper as her mouth moves across my chest, sucking and nipping my skin.
“I know, baby.” She murmurs. Her hands snakes down between our bodies, pressing against my clit as she bites down on my collar bone. I cry out at the pressure. Sparks flashing behind my eyes as she circles my clit. My orgasm barrels down my body, pleasure rushing through me as I pant and writhe through it. “That’s it. You’re doing so well, love.” She coos as she works me through it. “Now, you sit pretty for me while I prep for the little surprise I have under the blanket for you, alright?”
I let out a string of incoherent words and she chuckles, sliding off my hips to reach underneath the blanket. She grabs the bottle of lube that I honestly forgot about and grins at me when she catches me staring at the toy in her lap. “What is that?” I rasp.
“This,” She starts, humor in her voice, “is a double ended dildo, my baby lesbian. Or I guess you could call it a strapless strap-on. Since ya know.” She gestures towards the black silicone. “No straps.”
“No straps.” I repeat. Heat coils in my belly as I watch her lube up the bulb on one end of the toy. I’m hypnotized. Lost in a fog of lust watching her insert that side of the toy inside herself. Her lips tilt in a sexy smirk as she knee walks until she’s straddling my waist again. The long, thick end of it sticks out from her and I swallow as I take in the image.
I thought for so long that I was attracted to men. That they were what I wanted, but I truly never felt satisfied with them. And now, staring at the love of my life as she straddles me, I cantell you that it’s not fucking men that I wanted. It’s masculinity and it’s femininity. And it’s my goddamn woman wearing a silicone dick.
I reach for her, grabbing behind her neck to pull her down into a kiss. She melts into me as our tongues meet, doing a dance they know perfectly now. I hum against her and nip at her lower lip. “Fuck me.” I murmur, and her eyes flash with lust at my words.
She leans back on her heels, prepping the dildo with more lube before gliding her wet fingers across my entrance. “So fucking wet, baby.” She groans. “Fuck. You ready?”
I nod vigorously. “Please, Sage. I need you to fuck me.” I ache with it. I need her inside me, around me. I need her as close to me as we can possibly get.
Sage kisses me as she notches the toy at my entrance and slowly pushes in. I groan at the intrusion as it fills me in the best way. Fucking, fuck. This isn’t the first time I’ve had a dick inside me, obviously. But it has never felt like this. Like I’m floating. Like every single nerve in my body is alive and buzzing. Sage lets out a moan as her hips land flush against mine and then she’s moving. Her thrusts slow and smooth as she glides the dildo in and out of me.
