Page 12 of Killer
His hand moved down, grabbing herthigh to draw her leg over his hip.Through his tight jeans shefelt the heat of his cock burning through to her core.
This was more than she ever hoped for.Circling his neck, he pulled her up close.She wrapped her legsaround his waist, shocked when he held her without making any noiseat her weight.He rubbed his cock between her thighs.She felt himget harder as their kiss deepened.Kelsey didn’t know if she couldsleep with him.Sex was still something she feared.Killer stillmade her yearn for something more.
Pulling away, she stared down into hiseyes.
She opened her mouth ready to speak, butKiller got there first.
“Last night I fucked awoman.”
Her heart was torn from her body athis admission.“What?”she asked, unsure if she’d heard himright.
“I went to a bar out of town withSteven and Zero.We had a few drinks, and I fucked a redhead.Tatekicked her out this morning.”
Kelsey shouldn’t be hurting atthe truth he spoke.She was married, but her heart was breaking.He’d been with another woman because of her.You have no right to beupset.
“Could you put me downplease?”she asked.
He lowered her to her feet.She couldn’tlook at him.The moment she stared into his eyes, she didn’t knowwhat she’d do.Ducking under his arms, she went into her kitchen,grabbing a brush and bucket.She walked toward the mess from herornament display and some pictures she’d taken of Tate, the baby,and even Killer.Kneeling down, she started to pick up the brokenpieces of her life.
He slept with anotherwoman.
Why did she ever think Killerwould forgive her?He truly thought she’d been with Michael.Therewas no way she could be feeling hurt or betrayed.She’d ruined histrust first.Kelsey knew he didn’t want to hurt her even thoughhe’d been with another woman.You should have told him first.There had beenplenty of opportunities for her to tell him the truth.She was thefat girl no one ever wanted to be with.Michael picked her becauseof the convenience.Killer was dumped with her because of Tateneeding protection.She tossed the broken pieces of her life intothe bucket, feeling her world breaking with each second thatpassed.The one thing she did in her life she did it for herparents so they didn’t end up on the streets.She had done it forher own peace of mind as well.
Lifting up the display unit she sawall the glass was smashed.There was no way to mend anything.Itwas all smashed, shattered, and broken, like her.
“I’m sorry.I shouldn’t havetaken my anger out on your apartment.”He made to touch her displayunit.
“No, you don’t need to do that,”she said, holding the unit inplace.A piece of glass was sticking out, and shesliced her palm on the sharp piece.Crying out, she pulled her handaway to see her hand was cut open.Cursing, she cupped her palm andwalked into the kitchen.There was glass inside the cut.The painhad no effect on her.
“Shit, are you okay?”heasked, coming up behind her.
He touched her back, and shetensed.
“I’m fine.Please, could youleave?I’ll clean up the mess, and I’m really sorry for all thepain I’ve caused you.”What more could she say?Words were a realstruggle for her.
“No, you’re coming back to theclubhouse with me.Sandy will look after you.Shit, I shouldn’thave lost my temper.”
“I don’t think that’s agood idea.Your men probably hate me.I’d rather clean this outmyself.”
Killer turned her around to face him.“No,you’re not going to do this alone.”He pulled out a cell phonepressing the device against his ear.“Will you bring a car toKelsey’s apartment?She’s hurt herself, and I need Sandy to have alook.Sure.”
“They’ll be here in a fewminutes.”He grabbed her hand, going to have a look.
“Will you leave it alone?It’sfine.Just a cut.”
“I did this.”He stareddown at her hand.
Pulling away from him, she went backto her work, picking up the debris of her life.“The woman you werewith?Is she your old lady now?I don’t know what happens.Tatetries to keep club life away from the conversation.”
“No, she was just a woman,Kels.She meant nothing to me.”
Tears filled her eyes, but for so manyyears she’d learned to keep the tears at bay.“I rather wish shemeant something to you.Your life would be a lot easier without mein it.”
“Fuck, don’t dothis.”
She turned to look at him.“I’m not doinganything.I messed up, and you went and found solace in anotherwoman.I’m sorry for hurting you.I hope you believe me.I didn’tgive my marriage a thought, and hurting you was never my intention.I never thought I’d fall for a man.”
He ran his fingers through his hair,looking agitated.“For fuck’s sake.You’re married, Kels.I sawfucking red when he turned up.You didn’t deny it.”
