"No, don’t answer that." I raise my hand, "You’ve already made up your minds, and of course, why does what I think about it matter?"
"You know, it’s the right thing to do," Baron says softly. "You do, Eve."
"It will help you in coming to a decision faster." Edward reaches for my hand and I pull away. He frowns and I firm lips. Just because they are right, doesn’t mean I am going to let them know that I agree, right?
"Fine." I rise to my feet. "Whatever."
"So, you’re okay with this?" Baron asks cautiously.
"Do I have a choice?"
"No," Edward replies. "No, you don’t."
"Well then," I raise a shoulder, "there’s nothing left to say anymore."
Turning, I storm out of the kitchen. I suppose I should help them clean up the mess I created, but too bad. Since they are making all of the decisions, they can handle this on their own.
I head back to my room, unpack the rest of my clothes, put them away, have a long bath, wash my hair and dry it, take a nap. When Baron peeks his head inside and asks me to have lunch with them, I refuse. For once, he doesn’t insist and I’m both relieved and pissed off. I mean, he’d never have allowed me to go hungry nor would Edward… And now, they are letting me stew here on my own? Gah!
As the day wears on, I can’t bear being locked up in here further.
I grab my hip-scarf from the closet—thank God, Isla had packed it for me—then I head down to the studio. I shut the door, pull up the playlist to a medium beat song, one that I can stretch to, and ease into a rhythm. By the time I am on my third song, my heart is pumping and sweat beads my brow. I throw myself into a choreographed routine that I’ve been working on, in the hope that I can professionally compete someday.
I shimmy my shoulders, grind my hips, raise my arms, allow the music to sink into my blood as I move my body to the beats. I close my eyes, twirl again and again, and once more. I throw back my hair, tip up my chin and see Edward at the doorway. I continue to dance, undulate my shoulders, lift my hips, drop them heavily, then lean into a lighter half-drop.
His gaze narrows. The beat on the track kicks in.
I lift my hips upward and slightly forward in a strong, accented move. Activate the outside of my thigh and my hip to give the movement oomph, drop slightly, then lift again.
His chest rises and falls. He takes a step forward, then another.
Sweat trickles down between my breasts. I shift my weight from leg to leg, straighten my supporting knee, and release the other, then slide my hip out to the side, then back.
He swallows, closing the distance between us. He places his big palms on my hips, then sinks to his knees. I continue to lift one hip and drop, then the next, and the first.
A groan rips from him. He stares at my curves, slides his palm down to cup my butt cheeks. A moan slips from my lips. I keep moving, lift and drop, thrust to the side and drop. He doesn’t release me. He leans in and presses his cheek against my stomach. The warmth of him sears me through the clothes I am wearing. I dig my fingers into his hair and tug. Urge him to look up.
He glances at me from under his long sooty eye lashes. "You slay me, Eve," he whispers. "You are my downfall and my saving grace."
"Oh, Ed." I sink down to my knees, cup his face, "I love you, Ed."
He leans in close enough for our eyelashes to tangle. The music winds down, then switches off completely. Our noses bump and we share breath. My heart begins to pound in my chest.
"Edward." I whisper, and he stares down at my lips.
"I want to kiss you, Eve."
"Do it." I swallow and my throat hurts. "Do it, Ed."
His lips part, then he raises his gaze to meet mine. "I can’t."
He rises to his feet. "I’m sorry, Eve, but you understand, right?"
"No" I jump to my feet. "I fucking don’t."
"You heard us earlier; no sex."
"Fuck that." I curl my fingers into fists. "Fuck the stupid, idiotic condition you guys have laid down."