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A jab of grief hit Allie, but she kept her smile in place. “Mama passed on two years ago, so I have to enjoy Julian on my own now.”

“I’m so sorry.” A shadow crossed his face.

“Thank you. I have good memories.”

“You’re fortunate.” His voice held an edge. He thrust one hand through his hair, and she understood why it looked the way it did. “Let me get your coat.”

Allie clenched her hands in a tight ball at her waist. “Mr.Miller, I would like to just talk with you. Maybe you could spare me half an hour.”

“Talk?” He had started toward the door but now turned back to her, his movement hitching as a muscle grabbed somewhere. “Aren’t you supposed to assign me boring, painful exercises involving multicolored elastic bands?”

“It’s helpful to discuss what you think the problem is before I develop a plan,” she said. Even more important, she had to gain her patient’s trust. Gavin Miller was going to be a tough nut to crack on that front.

His jaw muscles tensed. “I know exactly what the problem is, and physical therapy cannot solve it.”

She knew about his writer’s block, but that was another topic his agent had warned her against discussing. “When your body isn’t working right, it can cause all kinds of trouble for the rest of you.”

His eyes went stormy again. “She told you, didn’t she? I’m going to strangle Jane.”

“Like your doctor, I work under strict confidentiality.” Allie sat down. It was a reverse mirroring technique. If she sat, Gavin should feel a subconscious impulse to copy her action. She hoped.

He hesitated, his glance veering from the door to the chair opposite her. With a muted shrug, he took two strides and eased down onto the upholstered cushion. Then he interlaced his arms over his chest. “So, talk.”

His redheaded inquisitor in her serious therapist costume took a breath. He was going to regret this, but it seemed marginally better than pacing around his office while he prayed for Julian to speak to him.

“Did you sleep well last night?” she asked.

He liked the soft twang in her voice. It wasn’t Texas and it wasn’t Deep South. He guessed Kentucky, maybe. He also liked the vibrant color of her hair. It had to be natural, because it wasn’t a sophisticated auburn or an edgy burgundy. Judging by the way she had it pulled back in that strict ponytail, she probably didn’t care for what Mother Nature had given her.

“Mr.Miller?”

“Sorry, what did you say?”

“I asked if you slept well last night.”

“No, I didn’t.”

His examiner nodded, making the ponytail sway. What was her name? Allie.

“Did you dream?”

That seemed a strange question from a physical therapist. “Are you going to interpret my dreams now? How very Freudian.”

“That’s not my area of expertise, but the amount and quality of dreaming can indicate why you didn’t sleep well.” Her gray eyes were clear and earnest.

“Fine. I’ll play.” He cast his mind back to the night, trying to recall how many nightmares he’d had. “Last night was not particularly dream heavy. I remember maybe three scenes, none of them pleasant.”

“Did the dreams wake you up?”

“No, I find it difficult to fall asleep. Once I do, even the worst nightmare can’t rouse me.” He’d given up on trying to sleep at about 3:00 a.m., reading for an hour before finally succumbing to exhaustion.

She nodded again. “What did you have for dinner last night?”

“You think indigestion gave me the nightmares? My stomach is made of sterner stuff than that.” What had Ludmilla made him? She was an excellent cook, but no matter how she spiced the food, it tasted bland to him. “Salmon? Yes, salmon with grilled vegetables of some sort.”

“Sounds healthy.” Her drawl held approval. “Did you have wine with dinner? Or coffee?”

“I had water.” He waited for the little nod of approbation before he added, “Flavored with bourbon.”