“Is it as you remembered it?” he asked, his voice still rough with seawater.
“Yes,” Grey said. Kier looked at her. Very gently, he took her hand and removed it from his chest. He no longer bore any trace of unfamiliarity at all.
She was pretty sure his ribs were stable enough for now, his collarbone mended. All over again, she was struck with the power of the Isle: it would’ve taken her hours, maybe days, to gradually do the same sort of work in Scaela, if she’d been able to do it at all.
“Are there bodies inside?” Kier asked, hesitating. Not fearful—just preparing.
“No,” Grey said, looking away. “I don’t know what’s left of them, if anything. The feast was… in the town. Further down.”
He nodded. He pressed a hand to the solid wood of the door. The knocker in the middle was carved to look like a seabird, a ring of fire clutched in its beak. The door was untouched by rot or sea, as if it hadn’t spent the last two decades submerged.
He offered Grey his other hand. She laced her bloody, wet fingersthrough his, then raised her other hand, set it beside Kier’s on the wooden door. Together, they pushed it open.
The wood creaked, then gave, revealing a stone entry; all these years, it had been unlatched, as if waiting just for her. Grey took it in, gaze skating over the tapestries on the walls, untouched by age; the great stone staircase with the banister she and Sev used to slide down again and again until their grandmother scolded them. The sconces on the walls still bore fat, waxy candles, half-melted. She sucked a breath through her teeth, stepping into the home of her childhood like she was shedding time. She kept her fingers locked in Kier’s as he followed a step behind her.
She walked carefully, wet boots squeaking on the stone floor. She led him through the entry, through an archway to the right: this was the dining hall, with its great windows looking out to the sea. She pressed her free hand to the cold glass. The fog still surrounded them on all sides, leaving the world white and formless.
“We won’t be able to see anyone coming,” she said.
“I know. What do you think about this fog? Is it normal?”
Grey shook her head, thinking back to the Ghostwood. “I don’t know if the Isle is fully restored yet,” she said cautiously. “We should have some time before we need to worry.”
“It feels like we’re already shielded,” Kier said softly, curiously.
Protect me, she had asked the Isle, and it had listened. “That must be the fog. I think it’s only temporary,” she said. Even with just her power, she could feel that much.
“I can assess the shielding,” he said. He made a low noise at the force of power that hit him when he siphoned, wincing at it. “Isn’t that too much?”
Grey shook her head. She was not depleted in the slightest. “Not here,” she said. “Nothing is too much here.”
Kier was silent for a moment. She watched his face—Do you know? Do you feel it in your heart? Does death still chill you to the bone?
“I have so many questions,” he murmured finally, and Grey watched a second shield shimmer into existence. She felt it, strong and whole, a bubble of protection over only the fortress. Perhaps it would not hold, if anyone came in earnest, but it was a chance she felt safe taking. Itwas larger than any shield he’d cast before, by far—and it seemed to cost him nothing.
“It’s temporary,” he said.
She turned back to him. Here, she felt oddly shy, as if he had not seen every part of her. Like this was the one thing she could not convince him to love.
What is love without freedom?She pushed the thought away before it could take root. There would be time to confront what she must choose. For now, she would revel in the simple fact that he was alive.
“Come on,” she said. She avoided the back parlor and kitchen and ballroom—there were too many memories to sort through, and she was not ready to deal with what she might find. Dull horror pounded in her heart. She was not ready. She could not face it.
Instead, she led Kier up the stairs, up and up and up, onto the turret roof where she and Sev used to greet the sunset. The wind whipped at their hair, and the roof of Kier’s shield looked almost close enough to touch.
Grey sucked in a breath, taking in the Isle spread out below them. There was the sparse shadow of the Ghostwood, mist creeping through the trees, and on the cliffs at one edge, the crumbling remains of the old abbey. There, beyond the wood, she could see the small houses and great hall of Osar, some of them burned by Eprain’s forces; then, further down, the harbor and the half-burned town of Maerin, and the remnants of the villages dotted between the two towns. To the far side of the Isle, she took in the Barrens, the uninhabited stretch of trees and mountains; the fortress was the highest point, but the Barrens were a close second. It was all still and silent, ghost villages for a phantom lord. From this height, she could see the entire Isle.
She turned away, back to the mist of the sea. A ruined Locke, but hers all the same.
“There will be time,” Kier said, gently touching her back.
She made him sit against the wall and removed his shirt. There, where she could see the whole Isle and all that surrounded it, where she could see the first sign of trouble, she called the power to her. She felt it moving from the Isle into her middle, then radiating outward,flexing all the way to her fingertips. When she pressed her hand to Kier’s half-healed injuries, he flinched.
“That will take some getting used to,” he said, eyes sliding shut.
“Does it feel different?” Grey asked. It did to her, a bit—not in the feeling; power was power, even on Locke. It was the extent that had changed, and the quality of it. She didn’t think she’d ever find the end of it, her own middle constantly refilled by the Isle around her.
“Very,” Kier said. He pressed a hand over hers—Grey had gone back to knitting the bones of his ribs back together. This, she mused, pushing the power into him as she tried to construct them in her mind, would be something she would not have the power, liberty or skill to do on the mainland. She nudged the threads of magic under his skin. His eyes slid open, pupils blown wide. He looked half-drunk.