Page 85 of Leather & Lark
Your eyes burn holes, looking back
Sparks crack so loud
Light falls on your mouth
Your hands reach out, holding a match
As if to ask
“Baby, would you burn down the world for me?
Cause I’d burn it down for you.”
Ruinous love’s all I know how to do
I’m not scared of damnation, I’m just new to this desire
I do believe the best things come out of the fire
I do, I do, I do
I set the glass down. Everything in the room disappears. Lark’s song invades my senses, like it’s seeping through blood and bone.
Ashes out the window
Moonbeams catching dust
Lay me down, baby, don’t let me rest too much
The end of life as we know it is a beautiful view
Here I am, looking at you, you, you
It aches. Feckin’ burns in my veins. That’s my wife. And she’s singing to me. Holding my eyes the whole song. Reaching right into my chest and tearing back the layers until I’m sure she can see my soul.
I do believe the best things come out of the fire
I do, I do, I do
You’ve been forgiven, got my permission to carry on sinning
You’ve been forgiven, got my permission to carry on sinning …
I never wanted to be in love, afraid of the decimating power of its loss. So I buried it. Starved it. Tried my best to keep it out. But Lark has blasted through every defense, a supernova in my life.And now as she sings about pain and longing and the fire that I now know burns us both, I can’t fathom my world without her. The only thing more powerful than my fear of losing Lark is my consuming need to be with her.
The song ends. The crowd cheers. Lark is luminous. Her gaze traverses the audience as she nods in thanks, even blows the occasional kiss to people she recognizes. But she always returns to me. Always smiles most brightly at me.
Xander starts talking into the mic as Lark pulls the guitar strap over her head and sets the instrument aside. She settles on the chair and lifts her cello from its stand to center it between her legs, taking a moment to quietly tune the instrument while Xander introduces the next song. My eyes are fixed on every motion she makes. There’s no way I’d miss it when she looks at me. Her brows quirk. Leaning the bow against her legs, she hooks her thumbs together and crosses her hands to make a flapping motion with her fingers, a little bat in flight. I snort a laugh.
Open it, she mouths.
I pull the box from my pocket and open the small card. “Turn me on,” it says in Lark’s handwriting. When I meet her eyes briefly, she grins, and then I refocus on the box to tug the ribbon free and set it next to my drink. When I lift the lid, there’s a small, oval-shaped remote control inside, the center constructed of soft black silicone. There are only three buttons—a plus sign at the top, a minus sign at the bottom, and a power symbol in the center.
I tilt my head, my question met with a smirk as the song starts and Lark slides the bow across the strings.
Power on, she mouths.
Guided by her reassuring nod, I press the power button and Lark closes her eyes, just the same as she often does when she loses herself in a melody. Nothing is happening. It’s not like glitter confetti is raining from the ceiling, or pyrotechnics start shooting from the edge of the stage. I’m about to dismantle the battery casing when Lark catches my eye and shakes her head.
