Gee, I’d like to see you looking swell, baby.
The nurse slides the cannula into the vein and my aunt never flinches. She keeps her eyes on me and I don’t even finish the song before she says, “Doll, go and get me a candy from the reception desk, would you? I like those hard caramels.”
I scrunch my face in a question but my aunt just pulls her hand free of mine to flick me away.
“All right, Auntie,” I reply with a shake of my head. “You’re so demanding, you know that, right?”
“Less talk. More candy.”
I give Ethel a bemused grin and slide off the bed as the nurse checks the pump and the doctor reviews her chart.
And when I turn from the room to join the corridor that leads to the reception desk, Lachlan is there, head lowered, one hand raised to his forehead as he strides toward the doors like he can’t get out of here fast enough.
“Lachlan.”
He halts instantly, but he doesn’t turn around. I’ve stopped too, waiting for something, maybe a reaction or a word or even movement, but Lachlan remains tense and still.
“Hey, Lachlan,” I say, and take a few steps closer. He shifts his head enough to show that he’s listening, but not enough for me to see his face. “Everything okay …?”
There’s a long pause before he nods.
“You sure?”
Lachlan clears his throat, but he doesn’t turn around. He only gives me the corner of his eye before he looks away. “Came in to say Leander needs me. You can come too if you’re free. I can give you a ride, if you want. Or if you want to stay, I can take your guitar so you don’t have to carry it.”
“I’m fine, thanks,” I say, though I immediately regret it and take a step closer. “I’ll stay awhile. I’m leaving the guitar here today so the therapist on shift tomorrow can borrow it.”
“Oh.” Lachlan sniffs and nods, and a little fissure in my heart splits open.
“Are you sure you’re—”
“I’ve gotta go.” He grips the back of his neck, the missing tip of his finger more obvious against the collar of his cream knit sweater. Tattoos and rings cover his scars, ones that I’ve felt when I’ve taken his hand. Lachlan gives me a nod, but it seems like more of an affirmation to himself than it does to me. “Leander will get impatient. And impatient Leander turns into weird Leander.”
“Okay. Text me the address. When I’m done here, I’ll get an Uber and meet you there. We can talk to him about … stuff. My family stuff.”
One final nod, like that’s all he’s capable of, and then Lachlan strides through the lobby and into brisk autumn wind. I watch as the Charger departs, and then I grab a fistful of candies for Ethel.
When I take them back to my aunt’s room, she’s pretending to be asleep.
“You’re hilarious,” I deadpan as I dump the candies on her blanket. “I know you’re faking. You snore when you sleep. Loudly, I might add.”
“Do not,” she says without opening her eyes. “You didn’t go with him.”
“Obviously.”
“Why not?”
“I’m busy here.”
“Well I don’t want you, girl. I need my beauty rest. And I’m assuming your husband needs something if he came in here.”
I cross my arms and glare down at Ethel, though she still hasn’t opened her eyes. “He said I can go to his boss’s house today, but he hasn’t sent me directions.”
One cloudy eye cracks open and scrutinizes me before Ethel reaches beneath her pillow and pulls out a phone.
“What are you doing?”
“Texting your husband so I can get some peace and quiet.”