Page 116 of Wandering in Darkness
“My courting was definitely more romantic than that,” Grayson says as he lowers his mouth until the rumble of his voice is against my ear. “It was very romantic.”
“Was it?”
“I mean… at least a little bit.”
I’m grinning until he kisses my neck. The tickle of his facial hair wipes that grin right off my face as I tilt my head so he has better access to the sensitive area. His hand runs down my side before dipping under my shirt so I can feel the tips of his fingers brushing over my skin. It’s like everywhere he touches is on fire and I want more of it…no,Ineedmore of it.
“I want you to fuck me,” I whisper. I want to feel him, I want him to hold me, I want to hold on to him with everything I have.
Grayson kisses a line from my neck up to my cheek before his lips reach mine. The first kiss is just a taste, a hint of his lipsagainst mine, but I want every second of it. My lips part and I can feel the brush of his tongue as it invades my mouth. His free hand slides into my hair while my arms wrap tightly around him.
I never want to let him go. I want to hold him and be held by him. Kiss him and love him…
I love him…
I really do love him.
His tongue moves against mine until I’m almost out of breath, and then he pulls back just enough to let me catch it before kissing me again. It’s so hypnotic that when he picks me up like I weigh nothing and carries me deeper into the apartment, I don’t care. He could carry me anywhere he wants to at this moment and I would gladly follow.
“Where is your bedroom? I’m just wandering around.”
I point, not trusting my words, and when he reaches the closed door, he presses me against it while he rocks his hips up so I can feel his cock through his pants. It makes me groan in anticipation. Eagerly, I reach back for the doorknob, but the thing has eluded me.
“Where’s the fucking doorknob?” I complain as I twist my head to look, but he captures my lips before I can, pulling all of my attention back to him while my hand smacks around on the door some more.
Pulling away, I breathlessly ask, “Shower? Should we have a shower first? That’s something people do, right?”
“I think I’ve heard of it.”
“Yeah?”
“But I also took a shower this morning. I may look like I crawled through the woods but that was just because I was chasing a pig.”
“Fuck the shower. I want you now.”
“Yeah? Do I just fuck you right here?”
“You can. I don’t care,” I say, trying unsuccessfully to push my pants down enough to give him my ass. Grayson laughs as he reaches past me and turns the doorknob so we stumble into the bedroom. He lays me down on the bed before hovering over me.
“Lube and a condom?”
I flip over and crawl toward a bag I have by my bed. Apparently… my organization skills need some help. He pushes my pants down just enough to reveal my ass and surprises me when he bites it.
“What the fuck?” I ask.
“I don’t know, it just looked delicious and I wanted a bite of it,” he says, running his fingers between my ass cheeks as he impatiently waits for me to empty out an entire bag on my bedroom floor while looking for lube and condoms.
“Did they get lost in there?” His finger slides over my hole before he reaches my balls, and I bite my lip as I try to stay focused.
“Maybe! It’s been a while, alright? After… after Felix got me to stop drinking, I got better about this stuff. We don’t need to talk about that shit.”
“You can talk about anything you need to,” he says. “I’m not the kind of person who’s going to have some weird jealousy over it. The only thing I feel is upset with myself for not being there for you.”
“Just go back to biting my ass. I liked that better.”
“It was delicious,” he says with a chuckle as he leans down and bites it before sucking the spot. It makes me laugh. His finger has ventured back to my hole when I finally grasp what I need. I lift the items up like they’re some miraculous prize.
“I worked so fucking hard for this!”
