Page 20 of The Defense Rests
"Absolutely not. Don't back away from something you're interested in. It's not a limit for me; I have never done it, so I want to make sure to research it properly. Your safety is everything to me. Speaking of safety, do you have a safe word? Typically, I use the traffic light system." He tells me, and I roll my eyes. "What?"
"Nothing. It's fine. It's quite generic, but it is a universal system designed to ensure safety. I just think we can get more creative. It just needs to be a word that we would never use during sex. Like…I don't know…grandma." I say with a giggle.
"Oh yeah, that's sure to kill the mood instantly. The last thing I want to think about during sex is my grandparents. What would that even sound like? Ouch, that hurts, Grandma! Fuck no!" He says with laughter, joining my now hysterical giggling. "How aboutpotted plants? Unless we're having sex in the garden, it won't be an issue." He smirks.
"A safe word needs to be one word, not two." I deadpan, derailing his idea of potted plants and trying to get this runaway train back on track.
Over the next few minutes, we threw out all sorts of words that could work, until finally I put an end to our rather hilarious list, which included a variety of vegetables that weren't entirelyoff the table as sex toys in a pinch, as well as capital cities and unique animal breeds. "Okay, how about we use the traffic light system for now?" I roll my eyes at my earlier complaint of the generic system, but realize why it's a sound system to have in place.
"Agree. We will use the traffic light system until one of us comes up with a better word to use. Green means we're good to go," Shaun says.
"Yellow, slow down, and let's discuss this," I add. "Red means stop. The lights are for both of us to ensure we are both comfortable and safe."
"Kai. I want you to know that I don't take this lightly, and I'm going to make mistakes. But I know we can work through it. It will be a learning curve for both of us, and it's meant to be an enjoyable experience. Just keep an open mind and communicate with me."
"I agree. The same goes for you." Shaun nods, and I feel like we have come to a precipice. Looks like we're doing this. Taking our reunion to a new level.
Are we ready to take this jump?
Eleven
Shaun
Kai lets out a soft moan as he presses his lips against mine, melting us together. My lips graze across his, softly at first, but then Kai deepens the kiss with a feral need. His hand grips the hair on my nape as he crashes our mouths together. I grab a hold of his hips, digging my fingers into his flesh where his pajama pants have slipped down. I pull him closer, feeling his cock throbbing against the soft fabric that separates him from my own growing erection.
I break the kiss to get some much-needed air in my lungs before tilting Kai’s head to the side, exposing the soft skin on his neck by his ear. I kiss the spot before grazing my teeth along the sensitive flesh.
“OhfuckShaun!” he cries out in one quick, needy breath.
I’m glad I took time to have a conversation with him because we are both too far gone–lost in lust. I can’t even think straight right now, let alone make any rational decisions. This is not how I envisioned the evening going.I can’t complain. Being able to have Kai in every way fulfills so much emptiness I’ve been feeling.
Kai scratching his nails down my bare back brings me out of my thoughts. Is he trying to leave his mark on me? My cock jerks at the thought.
“Yes, baby. Mark me.” I tell him before I feel the sting on my flesh from his nails. I trail my teeth down a little further to his shoulder and bite down, softly at first. But when Kai lets out a whimper, I bite down harder. Marking him. Making him mine.
Mine.
Kai has always been mine. Ever since our first playdate at the community center, this boy has had a special place in my heart.
Getting lost in the sensation of his touch, my hands trail down his body, and my thumbs hook the waistband of his pants. Guiding him over to the couch, I turn him around and press my now hard, cloth-covered cock against his bare ass and rut against him.
“Yes, Daddy. I need you.” Kai tells me through his labored breathing.
I reach around and grab his leaking cock with my hand. I give him a few tugs before rubbing my thumb over his leaking slit, smearing precum over his cockhead. When I let go of him, Kai looks over his shoulder, watching me lift my thumb to my mouth and sucking it clean of his salty fluid. His eyes widen.
Kissing down his back, I place my hands on the mounds of flesh in front of me, spreading him apart. His soft pink hole winks at me as Kai flexes before relaxing. I flatten my tongue over his entrance, and his knees wobble. I smile against the puckered muscle and do it again.
And again.
After Kai is nice and wet, I slip a finger into his tight hole, and he lets out a loud moan of pleasure.
All of my senses are in overdrive.
“Shaun.” My name is a plea on his lips, and it is my
undoing.
“Bedroom. Now.” I demand, and Kai leads me back down the hallway.
