Page 33 of Shadow's Heart
“As much as I really fucking like you where you are. I need you to scoot so I can remove this cover and my underwear. I want to feel you skin to skin.”
Shadow flops off me, pulling the covers with him. Standing up, I remove my boxers before pulling the covers back over the bed correctly and climbing back on. The minute I’m lying back down, Shadow climbs back on top of me, and I can’t control the groan that leaves my mouth when I feel his skin against mine this way for the first time. It’s heavenly. It’s perfect.
Leaning down, Shadow starts to kiss me slowly and sweetly, and I return his kiss, slipping my tongue into his mouth in the process. As we continue to kiss, which is no longer sweet, it’s filled with heat now, and I can’t help but run my hands over his body. All his muscles and skin under my fingertips feel so damn amazing. I want to memorize every part of his body with both my hands, mouth, and eyes. I want to know what parts to touch that drive him absolutely wild. I have a feeling I’m going to have so much fun learning just what makes him tick in bed. It’s probably the only thing I don’t actually know about him.
Without breaking the kiss, I roll us so Shadow is now underneath me. It’s time to start exploring his body. Breakingaway from his mouth, I start to kiss down his neck, gaining a rather loud moan and shudder when I reach just above his shoulder. I don’t stop though; I want to follow the path of these water droplets, and that’s what I plan to do. I do make a note of the exact place that got such a strong reaction from him; I’ll be sure to use that when I need it. When I want to tease and drive him a little insane.
Starting at the top of his right peck, I kiss and bite my way down his chest. Paying quite a bit of attention to his nipples when he starts writhing on the bed the first time my tongue and teeth reach them. I can’t believe just how sensitive and responsive he is. I’m going to have so much fun driving him wild. Maybe I can even convince him to get his nipples pierced; with how sensitive he is, they’d be an amazing addition for him. I’d rather enjoy playing with them.
Moving from his nipples, I make my way down his abs, heading for where he wants my attention most. His very hard and leaking dick. Even though this is the first time I’ve ever been with a man, I’m not at all intimated. It’s just a dick, and I have one. I know what I like; I know what feels good, and I have no doubts that if I replicate that, I’ll have Shadow going out of his mind.
Grabbing his dick with my left hand, I hold it up but don’t lean down and take it into my mouth yet. Instead, I look up and take in the look on Shadow’s face. His eyes are blazing with need. His bottom lip is a little red from where I’m guessing he’s been biting down on it. His face is slightly red, and there’s a sheen of sweat covering his body. He looks fucking amazing like this, and I can’t believe I get to see him like this whenever I want.
“Stop fucking teasing me, Avery, and suck my dick.” There’s a slight whine in his voice as he speaks, and I know it’s because of the way I’ve been playing with his body and how horny he now is.
“My pleasure.” I say with a smirk before ducking down and taking his dick into my mouth for the first time. Even though I now have him in my mouth, I make sure to keep my eyes on his face. I need to see his reactions. I need to memorize every fucking moment of this.
As I start to move up and down, I watch as he can’t hold himself back anymore. There’s no more lip-biting; instead there’s endless moaning accompanied by some words that I can’t even remotely understand through all the other sounds he’s making. I’ll take how incoherent he is as a win, especially knowing this is the first time I’ve ever done this.
As I try to take him deeper, I start to gag and realize that it isn’t the smartest thing. I’m not used to sucking dick and seem to have one hell of a gag reflex. Pulling off to catch my breath, Shadow leans forward and grabs me under my armpits and pulls me back up the bed on top of him. The look on his face is one I’ll never forget. He looks so disheveled, so full of passion and need, but above all else, his eyes are shining with love. A love that’s just for me.
“That was fucking amazing, but don’t try and take more of me than you can. Neither of us are exactly experienced in this yet, and I don’t want you hurting yourself. I’m not a fucking small man in the area.”
“I realized that after I tried. You didn’t let me finish though.”
“No, I didn’t because I want to do the same to you, but I don’t want either of us coming until you’re inside me.”
“Are you serious? We don’t have to rush into penetration.”
“I want you inside me, Avery. More than anything. I’m not scared. It’s you; I know you’ll make me feel amazing, hell, you’ll probably make me see fucking stars.”
“Fuck, I want you so bad. If you want to suck my dick, you need to do it now before I fucking explode just from the thought of being inside you.”
Shadow doesn’t need me to say anything else; he flips me onto my back, and unlike me, he doesn’t take his time heading for what he wants. He zeros straight in on my dick, placing a quick kiss on the top before swirling his tongue around the head and taking me into his mouth.
I don’t even have words to explain just how fucking hot he looks, taking me into his mouth and bobbing up and down in my lap. I’ve imagined this moment so many times in my dreams, but fuck if reality isn’t even more amazing.
His mouth feels like heaven, and I know if I let him continue much longer, I’m going to cum before I get inside him like he wants. Hell, like I want too. With that thought in mind, I gently pull him off my dick and bring him into a deep and dirty kiss.
Without pulling away from him, I blindly reach out for the nightstand, which I know will hold the lube I need to prep him. No way am I not going to make sure he’s sufficiently prepared before I enter him for the first time. I refuse to hurt him. Just like him, I’m not small. We’re both evenly matched in that department, actually both with average girth and around eight inches in length.
Lubing up my fingers, I trail my hand towards his ass and slowly massage around his rim, causing him to moan into my mouth. I swallow every sound he makes. I take a few minutes to just tease and let him mentally prepare for what’s about to happen. I don’t ever want to rush this; every moment of foreplay between us just sets my body on fire more. It’s going to make the moment when our bodies finally join together all that more special.
Slowly and carefully, I push my middle finger inside him to the first knuckle and stop as he breaks the kiss and takes some deep breaths. Looking into his eyes, I’m taken back by the deep desire and lust I see staring back at me. I was expecting maybe some discomfort to show on his face, but there’s none of that.
“Keep going.” He instructs me before leaning forward to kiss me once more.
Listening to him, I carry on pushing inside him until my finger is fully inside him. Slowly I move it in and out of him, getting faster the longer I’m inside him. It doesn’t take half as long as I expected to have three fingers inside him. The moans he lets loose when I hit his spot are so indecent, and everything I didn’t know I needed to hear.
“Do we need a condom?” I ask him before we both totally lose our heads with passion.
“I got tested. I’m good to go without if you are.” He pants out between moans, as even though we’re talking, I haven’t stopped moving my fingers inside him.
“I’m clean. I don’t want anything between us. I want to feel you wrapped around me with nothing between us.”
He’s moaning and writhing on top of me, begging for me to put my dick inside him. I think knowing there’s not going to be anything between us has sent his level of want even higher. I know the thought of feeling him that way is getting to me. I can’t wait any longer; his begging, the feel of him around my fingers, and our talk of going without protection—it is all seriously testing my self-control. I don’t think I’ve ever been this close to cumming without touching my dick before.
Removing my fingers, I reach for the lube and pour a healthy amount over my dick before lining up with his hole. Before I have a chance to ask him if he’s sure about this, he starts to slowly sink down on me. Almost immediately I grab his hips to halt his descent and take a few deep breaths to control myself. The feeling of being inside him, the heat, the tightness almost causes me to cum, and no way do I want this to be over that fast.
