I crawl across the blanket
Curl into her side
And reach for her reassurance.
‘Right, Mom? It’s a miracle.’
She does not correct me.
She does not tell me what miracle ‘really’ means.
She brushes my crooked haircut off my face
The one she cut herself with kitchen scissors and a bowl
And says
‘There’s a miracle in every moment we don’t take for granted.’”
I find my mother’s eyes in the crowd. She’s crying, tears streaking down her cheeks as she sits tall and graceful as ever. I let those tears seep into my poem, let them soak my sentences and wash over the crowd when I speak.
“With those words, she puts new lenses on my eyes.
She teaches me that parents are the optometrists
Of the way their children see the world
And suddenly I see them everywhere: the miracles.
The tickle of a ladybug’s feet
As it crawls across my finger
‘It’s a miracle!’
The way twisting one broken bulb
Turns the whole string of Christmas lights back on
‘It’s a miracle!’
The chalk outline my mother traces
Around my shadow on the sidewalk
To leave an image of me standing there
Long after I am gone
‘It’s a miracle!’
I hold my palm in front of my face
In the bathtub one night.
I trace the lines and indents
The ridges and grooves.