I clutched the dreamcatcher she’d made me the year before, the one with the turquoise beads and a single eagle feather.
She’d kissed my forehead and said,“Be strong. Like your name.”
I didn’t cry.
Not then.
I waited every day that summer, thinking she’d pull back up and scoop me into her arms.
She never did.
And eventually, I stopped believing in magic. I figured she must be dead. She never came home. And then the school turned me in because I didn’t have a mother, even though I was taking care of myself, I had a garden, and chickens I didn’t know anything else.
[End flashback]
“She abandoned me,” I whispered.
Tag moved across the room, kneeling in front of me. “Or she thought she was saving you.”
I looked into his eyes, searching for something—doubt, judgment, anything.
But all I found was understanding.
“You think she’s still the same person?” I asked.
He shook his head. “I think whoever she is now… you deserve to look her in the eye and find out.”
I stared at the rain.
Then I stood.
Grabbed my badge.
Strapped on my weapon.
“Let’s go,” I said.
Tag rose beside me. “You sure?”
“No,” I admitted. “But I’m ready.”
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Tag
We were halfway to the shelter when Aponi pulled out her phone and stared at the screen like it might bite her.
“You going to call him?” I asked gently.
She didn’t look at me. “Yeah.”
She hit the number and lifted the phone to her ear.
“Faron,” she said when he picked up. “I need you.”
I couldn’t hear what he said, but her jaw tightened.
“It’s about her,” she said. “Mom.”