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Jax rolled her lips in and lifted her eyebrows as a way to silently tell me she was listening.
“So, about my list. Remember how I’m supposed to have a one-night stand or a fling? What if that was you? You know… uhh… what if you’re my fling?” I obviously wanted much more than a fling with Jax, but right now, I’d suggest whatever allowed me to have Jax’s body against mine as soon as possible.
“You want to have sex with me?” Jax’s breathing became heavier. “Right now?”
Words swirled through my mind as I tried to think of the perfect thing to say. “Yes, please.” So, it wasn’t the smoothest line in the world, but at least I was polite.
“You want to have sex with me?” Jax repeated.
“Only if you want to.” She did want to, right?
Jax licked her lips and looked me up and down, before smirking at me. “Yes, please.”
I wasn’t sure who moved in first, but soon our lips were crashing together, and I was finally…finally…kissing Jax again. This one was so much better than our first, because we weren’t putting on a show. Jax actually wanted this.She wants this. Fuck, I might explode.
Much too soon, Jax pulled away from the kiss. Our chests heaved as we took deep breaths and stared into each other’s eyes. I didn’t want to look away. I wouldn’t.
Jax grabbed my hand and nodded toward the door leading into the house. “If I’m going to do what I’ve been dreaming about doing for much too long, I don’t want it to happen while we both fumble around in the pool trying to find the best angles. Let’s go to my room.”
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Jax had been dreaming about having sex with me fortoo long? What did that mean? Had she also wanted this ever since our not-so-fake kiss? I didn’t have time to think about it, because we were now in Jax’s room, and she was pushing me against her door and kissing me.
She kissed me with an intensity that put me on edge. My fight or flight response was going crazy causing my heart to race, my skin to tingle, and my neck to break out into a cold sweat. Normally, all of these feelings would be uncomfortable for me, but right now, I wanted more of them.
Jax’s hands ran up and down my arms as she pushed her tongue into my mouth. Our tongues battled for dominance as if this was some type of competition. As we continued to kiss, Jax’s hands moved to my body. Since we were already naked from skinny dipping and had dropped our towels as soon as we stepped through the threshold to her bedroom, her fingers were already on my skin, and it was driving me crazy.
I brought my hands to her stomach and scratched my fingers against her tight muscles. Jax growled into our kiss, and it made me become even more feral. I moved my hands up her stomach, onto her chest, and squeezed her nipples between my fingers. Jax growled once again and pushed her body even tighter up against mine.
It had been so long since I had done this with another person, I was already close to losing it without her fingers even coming close to my most sensitive areas. I pushed her away slightly, so I could speak. “Jax… I… I’m not going to last long.”
Jax’s eyes burned with an intensity I had never seen before as she stared into mine. “Good. I want to take you fast andhard, then we can slow it down.” She leaned in so her mouth was right next to my ear. “The faster you come, the more turned on I’m going to be.”
Fuck.She was about to be very turned on, because there was no way I was going to last very long, especially when Jax brought her fingers to my dripping wet center. She ran them through my pleasure, then held up her fingers so I could see how they glistened from my wetness. As if that wasn’t all enough, she put her fingers into her mouth and licked them clean.
She closed her eyes and groaned. “Are you this wet because it’s been so long or because you’re with me?”
“You. It’s all because of you.”
“Good.” Jax smirked and moved her fingers back down to tease my entrance. “I’m going to fuck you right now against this door, so I can feel just how turned on I make you. Then I’m going to worship you the way you deserve.”
Holy shit.I was already seeing stars from her words alone, and then she pushed two fingers deep inside of me. I moaned both from pain and pleasure. It was the perfect mixture, and I wanted more of both. “Harder.”
Jax removed her fingers and smiled at me. “What was that?”
I knew she had heard me, but I could also tell she wanted to hear exactly what I wanted coming right from my lips. “I want you to fuck me so hard that I come all over your hand.”
Jax’s eyes went wide, and her pupils dilated so much that her eyes looked black. I could tell she wasn’t expecting it, and I loved it. It made me want to surprise her more and more, but for now, there was something else I needed, so I grabbed her hands and brought her fingers to my hole. “Did I stutter?”
“Fucking hell,” were the only words Jax muttered before shoving her fingers back inside of me.
She did exactly as promised and held me against the door while she fucked me with her fingers. Each time her fingers entered me, it was deeper and faster. My legs started to give out on me, and if it wasn’t for Jax holding me up, I would have crumpled to the ground. My head fell onto her shoulder as my body began to shake. The sensation started right where Jax’s fingers hit and spread throughout my body like a bomb exploding.
Jax slowly removed her fingers from me as my orgasm subsided. She kissed me again, but this time it was slow and sensual. It was like she was trying to fix what she had broken by gently stroking her tongue over mine. It didn’t matter though. Jax could break me like this whenever she wanted to.
When Jax pulled away from me, her smile was glowing even more than usual. Her sweat-glistened chest moved in and out as she caught her breath. “That was, by far, the sexiest experience of my life.”
“Really?” I assumed Jax must have just been caught up in the moment, because there was no way this was her best sexual experience when she had so many others to compare it to. “But you didn’t even come… yet.” I made sure to add that last word, so she knew I was planning to do just that.
