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Maybe I’m not even really ready to jump into a full poly foursome.

I shouldn’t have assumed any of my guys are ready or not ready to do the same.

Fiona texts our group chat.

I’m so happy for you! Kyle and I just had a talk, too. Neither of us is ready for the L word yet, but we both agreed we don’t want to see other people. We want to see where this goes. :)

Also yay!

Both of my sisters seem to realize at the same time that I’m actually responding to their texts immediately.

Wait, Fin, why aren’t you getting banged by three guys right now?

That’s Fiona, of course.

Yeah, I thought you’d be…busy.

Frannie sends three tongue and three eggplant emojis.

The girl loves her emojis.

I’m at home. The guys gave me a contract, and I felt like they weren’t communicating with me, so I left.



But isn’t a contract communication?? Setting expectations and boundaries, etc?

That hits me like a bolt of lightning.

Of course, it is.

Double damn it.

I fucked up.

Have you told Tucker and Evan you love them?

No. They didn’t say it either. Well. Evan did. But only after I got annoyed and sort of yelled at them all.

Putting it in writing sounded worse than it had felt when it was happening.

Mostly, I was disappointed.

I was excited to see them and be all together, and it was like walking into a work meeting you didn’t know was on the calendar.

It’s possible I overreacted.

A little.

I should have stayed and talked.

Fiona texts me.

You can be a brat.

Frannie is right on her heels.