Page 23 of Hot for Slayer
“A friend cannot be more special than a lover.”
I turned to glance up at the man—uselessly so, given that I could not glimpse a single inch of his skin, making it impossible to read his intent. Moreover, I couldn’t very well tell him why theducawas so unique a presence in my life. Still, I attempted to explain. “Some lives run invisibly. Undetected by most. And when a person comes along who sees those lives for what they are, who acknowledges their reality, who reminds people that there is value in different ways of existing ... A minute of that is worth more than a thousand nights with a lover. Wouldn’t you agree?”
It was our time to dance again, but as I stepped forward, the man froze in place. Even when I turned around, reaching for his forearm to remind him of our turn, he remainedimmobile. In the shadowy socket of the mask, his eyes were dark and inscrutable. “Is everything well?” I asked.
But he didn’t answer. Nor did he move. All he said was: “Where do you think he went?”
“Who?”
“Theduca. Where do you think he is now that he’s dead?”
“Oh.” I bit the inside of my cheek, uncertain. Truth was, I had no idea. Some might assume that immortality would offer insight into the afterlife, but that was not the case for me. I had no idea whether something existed past the current realm. If it did, I doubted that it would welcome the likes of me. Thecursed. “I don’t know. But I am not convinced that it matters.”
“You aren’t?”
I shook my head. “Theducawas a kind man who earned the love and gratitude of many. He will live forever through the memories of those who outlast him. I will remember him for as long as I live, and as long as I carry him in my heart, he will be here. With us.”
I smiled at the man, but he didn’t smile back. And when I next turned from him, he disappeared into the night.
Chapter 13
I’m not surprised that it took me so long to make the connection between the man at the ball and Lazlo.
Yes, the mask tattooed on his heart is an exact copy of the one I’d worn. But I’ve lived countless lives, and objects tend to fade faster from my mind than people or experiences. In fact, I rarely thought about our conversation in the pleasure gardens over the last few centuries, and certainly never beyond the occasional spark left behind by a missed connection. An impression of regret. The feeling of lost opportunities.
Nothing of much importance.
My arm falls to my side, and I step backward, almost tripping over the already regenerating body of the vampire. Lazlo just looks at me, wiping the blood oozing from the shallow cut on his neck. His posture is unconcerned, almost relaxed.
I trace my own injury with my palm, feeling my skin as it rapidly mends itself. “Why were you there?” I ask, still reeling. The parade is in full swing—brass instruments and hollers, interrupted by the occasional recording of eerie organ tunes. “Two nights ago, when you saved me? How did you realize I was in danger?”
He gives me a silent look, one that demands to know:If you’re not stupid, why are you acting like it?Then he kneels down to take care of the vampire’s body, bending his head like a soldier who’s being knighted.
He is, once again, leaving himself at my mercy. He remembers who I am, whoheis, and yet he does nothing to protect himself from me. “I think you know,” he says. “And if you don’t ... I’m sure you can figure it out.”
I swallow. “How long have you . . . ?”
“Awhile.”
I shake my head, incredulous. “You—you are going to have to be more specific.” I watch him easily hack the vampire into smaller pieces of meat, tiny enough that he won’t be able to regenerate before dawn.
“About what?” With a scrunch of his nose and a pragmatic shrug, he kicks the pieces over to where the sun will hit them as soon as it rises.
“I . . . About everything.”
He sighs deeply, as though my inability to read his mind is an inconvenience, but one he will try to deal with out of the grace of his heart. He glances at the slice of revelry we can see from the alleyway, then back at me. “I don’t think here is the best location to do this.”
“Where, then?”
“I have a place.”
“Here? In New York?”
He nods.
“Where?”
His smile is small and wistful. “Across from yours, actually.”
